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The devotee's guide to self-immolation by Willshebemina
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
11 Sep 2024
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An Athenian pours wine on hallow ground and says σπένδω (spéndo). An Assyrian scatters flour on the tombs of the dead and says naqā'u. At his mother's funeral, a boy kneels to thrice light her 香典袋 (kōdenbukuro). As a man, Kazuhira falls to his knees on the muddy, bloody jungle floor with a grenade clutched in his hand and says Be my kaishaku. Cut my head off.
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09 Jun 2026
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This started life as a fill for a prompt found while scouring the kinkmeme:
"Five times the morning after was hideously awkward/shouty/involved one of them doing a runner before the other woke up - and one time it was different."
It has evolved from there, and while it no longer fits the prompt, it's about a relationship full of awkward and shouting and people doing a runner, and how it becomes something different.
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15 Sep 2025
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For quarterback Michael Townley, king of Sandy Heights High, things don't seem like they could get much better: excellent car, sports-star status, the hottest girlfriend in school. But things start to slip when he meets a sharp eyed punk, spitting reality with a violent streak even worse than the one Michael tries to keep tied up in the dark. Suddenly, the suburban teenage dream doesn't seem as perfect as everyone would like him to believe.
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09 Sep 2025
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This is easiest if he thinks of himself as the bait, so that’s what he does. He has to maintain that air of strange, inexplicable intimacy between himself and Hannibal, so he does. It’s personal, and it’s the most impersonal thing in the world.
Will lifts his chin, and their eyes connect. When he crosses his arms, his fingers drum against his own shirtsleeves.
He asks, “Have you ever slept with any of your patients?”
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09 Jun 2025
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i put my hand over the stove to make sure i still feel it by scenedenial
Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)
09 Jul 2023
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Richie shrugs, paws at his eyes with the heels of his hands. He feels suddenly very fragile, like unstable, like a bomb. Like he could start crying or puking or throwing punches. He remembers this feeling from childhood, like a dam somewhere inside him has broken and if he stands very still that maybe, maybe he can keep the churning contained.
Since Mikey left it’s been worse. The pit in his stomach gnawing and expanding and spreading like sour poison into his mouth and fingertips. Mouth and hands that he puts on, in Carmy. Infecting him too.
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03 Jun 2025