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    Even bloodied, Felix always thought Sylvain was beautiful. It was something he learned to accept as an unfortunate truth about himself over a decade prior; he knew it the way he knew their family names and the route to the best gardens at Castle Blaiddyd. He knew it even when he hated it.

    “Felix,” Sylvain said in that same gentle voice, and the sound of it made Felix’s head stop spinning for a moment. “There’s a war on. Aren’t there more important things to be afraid of?” No, said something stubborn in his mind. This, Sylvain beneath him and murmuring his name like a lover, was more pressing than Edelgard and her army, or the hastily fortified monastery walls. He understood battle, after all.

    But beneath the frightened animal thing in his heart, he knew Sylvain was right. They didn’t have time for this now.

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    Over two decades of life, Felix learns how to keep living, and eventually he learns how to look love in the eye.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Sylvain reaches over from his cot to clumsily pat Felix on the arm. “Well anyway, don’t worry about it. If you’re looking for somebody interested, I don’t think you’ll have any trouble finding them. Anybody would wanna deflower you.”

    Felix doesn’t mean to say it, is the thing. He means to tell Sylvain to fuck off, colorfully, for his use of the word “deflower.” He means to tell him that he’s not worried, shut up. He means, more than anything else, to get them to drop this subject and never pick it back up again.

    Instead, for some fucking reason, he opens his mouth and asks: “Would you?”

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    Felix and Sylvain and the terrible, horrible, no good, very cringe attempt at being friends with benefits.

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    20 Aug 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    "Do you ever miss it?" he asks, voice barely louder than the muted crunch of the snow beneath their boots.

    "Miss what?" Felix asks, slowing his pace ever so slightly to give him a questioning look.

    "Being close like that," Sylvain replies, smiling despite being painfully aware he risks backing himself into a corner he can't get out of without at least one of them ending up hurt, "I know I do."

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    18 Dec 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 38

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    The man’s grin morphs into a lopsided smirk that can only mean trouble. To Felix’s horror, (and instead of being dissuaded by Felix’s absolute incapability of having a conversation) the man only leans on the chipped wood of Felix’s door frame, cocks the hip with his mailbag salaciously, and asks:

    “So… you come here often?”

    Felix thinks the summer can't get any hotter... until a new mailman appears at his door.

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    17 Dec 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Sylvain had cradled Felix's broken heart before.
    Foolishly, he thought he knew its weight."
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    In the aftermath of Gronder Field, Sylvain helps Felix shoulder the weight of his grief.

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    02 Dec 2023