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It’s been five years since they broke up. Since she broke up with Jungeun, as Jinsoul likes to remind herself on her more self-flagellating of days. Jungeun probably doesn’t even think about her anymore, because that’s what you do when someone breaks your heart; you forget about them and you move on with your life.
It’s been five years since Jungeun, and there have been other people since. She’s been on dates and had girlfriends and tried out the whole casual thing with Sana for a while until she met Momo and put a stop to that. Jinsoul doesn’t delude herself into thinking that Jungeun won’t have done the same. Jungeun will have moved on, will have rebuilt her life after Jinsoul tore it down. Jinsoul is hardly irreplaceable. She’s nothing special.
It’s been five years, which is long enough that it shouldn’t still hurt like this, and Jinsoul shouldn’t still feel so empty inside whenever she thinks about it. But it does, and she does.
(or; when Jinsoul is twenty-one, she falls in love with Jungeun. When she's twenty-eight, she does it again.)
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Jungeun leans back in her chair and raises an eyebrow. “I mean, you never even told me your name.”
“You never asked,” Jinsol points out. “And besides, you were gone the next morning before I woke up. It was clearly meant to just be a one time thing. One night, and then we’d never see each other again.”
“Until now,” Jungeun says, her smirk horribly dangerous.
“Until now,” Jinsol echoes.
(or; in December, Jinsol has a one night stand with a cute blonde girl. Six months later, that same girl gets hired to work for her.)
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feels like years since you've been here by lipsouls for ContinueEclipse
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
07 Jan 2022
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"If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?"
Later, when her head is no longer clouded over from the saccharine sweet spell that Jinsol puts her in every summer and her skin is no longer burning with the aftermath of an electric shock where Jinsol is touching her, Jungeun can look back on this night, this moment, can turn it over and inspect it from every angle and acknowledge that this is probably the point where she crosses the line from her crush being a whimsical and flimsy thing that she can ignore easily enough, into her crush being an all-consuming wildfire burning in Jungeun’s chest, regardless of the distance between her and Jinsol.
But now, all she can focus on is the delicate features of Jinsol’s face; the curve of her jaw, the slope of her nose, the bottomless brown of her eyes.
The answer is so big, so obvious, it feels like it’s tattooed across her forehead, and it comes out before Jungeun even realises what she’s saying.
“Here,” Jungeun murmurs. “I’d stay right here.”
(or; Jungeun and Jinsol across three summers (and one winter))
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"It's not like— it won't be the first time we've kissed," Jinsoul says. Slurs, really, her voice lower and her sentences slower than usual, which is just another reminder that neither of them are really in the right condition to be considering this. She’s not wasted, but she’s not sober either. "You're drunk, I'm drunk, we're both here, we're both— you know...”
No, Jungeun doesn’t know. She doesn’t know anything anymore because there's no way that Jinsoul — Jung Jinsoul, her best friend for over a decade, of which approximately half of that time Jungeun has been in love with her for, and who has never been anything but painfully, torturously heterosexual — is suggesting what Jungeun thinks she’s suggesting.
(or; Jungeun falls in love with her best friend when she's sixteen, and never quite learns how to fall out.)
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Yoobin has quite a few feelings about Yoohyeon's outfit from the performance of 7 Rings.
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17 Apr 2021
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her and minju’s arrangement is simple: sometimes chaewon likes to go out. guys tend to come up to her and start a conversation. minju steps in, claims to be her girlfriend, and whoever had approached chaewon backs off.
it’s a system, and it works.
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24 May 2021
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Sooyoung stands up as Professor Kang steps to the side, and immediately wishes she’d stayed seated. The model - her model - is gorgeous despite looking as if she’d just run a half marathon, like magazine-cover levels of hot. A quick survey of her features leaves Sooyoung feeling as if someone had whacked her over the head with a baseball bat. In a professional sense, of course. She’s a fucking sculptor. One who does not use human models, specifically. Sooyoung quickly regroups her mental faculties behind this fact.
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Ha Sooyoung is a senior sculpture student who refuses to use human models for her art. Shenanigans ensue when the university assigns Jeong Jinsol as her model for what may be the most important piece she’ll ever make.
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06 Dec 2021
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do you ever think of me when you sleep at night? by strawberrytozaki
Fandoms: LOONA (Korea Band)
30 Oct 2022
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there are two worlds warring inside of jungeun's head. one is reality, the other, a dream that she knows is an impossibility.
but the universe has a funny way of working things out, sometimes.
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11 Nov 2022
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Jungeun says every long-lasting relationship is like a garden: you first start out with a few seeds of potential.
Vivi doesn’t see any potential in her latest love interest… ok maybe she’s fine as fuck and her toy poodle is kinda cute (she’s got Latte going for her) but other than that, there’s no future. They come from different social circles, have different goals in life- for God’s sake, she doesn’t even own a real bed! (Vivi can’t see herself marrying someone who sleeps on an air mattress.)
It’s time to call it quits. How hard can it be to cut off a silly Tinder fling? (Spoiler: when that “fling” is named Haseul Jo, then it’s really, really fucking hard.)
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23 May 2022