littlemartyr
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weren't we the stars in heaven? weren't we the salt in the sea? by littlemartyr
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
08 Feb 2026
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Oscar woke up to a sight not too dissimilar to the one he fell asleep to: the sun peaking out over the horizon, the sky bursting with warm shades of red, pink, and yellow. He was wearing an oversized grey t-shirt, probably one of Mark’s, and a different pair of his boxers. Mark must have cleaned him up and put on his jammies after he had passed out. The last thing he remembered before being pulled under into the warm, dark blanket of sleep was how enraptured he had been by the sight of the setting sun. He slipped out of bed and slinked through a glass sliding door, Miami Mint Geek Bar in hand.
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Mark got selfish, grabbing Oscar by the scruff of his neck. Moved his hand along Oscar’s waves until he got a good fistful and pulled him back. He just simply wanted to see, wanted to be able to conceive Oscar in this raw, brutal state. And what he got a glimpse of was magnificent. Oscar, with his lips pulled back, teeth locked down in what almost looked to be a snarl. Nose scrunched up, crinkled in disgust. Eyes dark, rabid like glowing black holes. His tendrils of hair were soaked and curling against his forehead, beads of water dripping down his cheeks like sweat. Panting heavily, no longer trying to hide his immeasurable hate. Hate that was also love. Mark knows this because he felt it too, and has felt it a million times before. For his brother, Oscar’s father. For Anne, the first person he was with. For the first man he was with as well. And now he gets to be all those things for Oscar, so of course, the hate is there. But so is the love. Horrendous, soul-crushing, life-ruining love.
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“Be a good boy,” the man whispered softly, and Oscar stifled a moan.
His lips moved downwards, planting another kiss on Oscar’s cheek. Oscar felt something inside of him humming, felt like a fragile, delicate instrument on the cusp of breaking. He tilted his head to the side to meet where the man’s lips were. Closed his eyes, the sight of the man so close yet so out of reach too much to bear. He could feel his hot breath against his lips, the sensation beckoning him to reach out, and yet, he resisted. He didn’t understand it, but the idea of being a good boy, of being the man’s good boy, felt cardinal.
“We can’t,” he breathed against Oscar’s mouth, “I’m sorry, pup.”
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The pain felt good, kept him grounded and focused on something that wasn’t the absolute mess that this season had become. He centred in on that, fucked himself on Mark’s cock fast and hard enough to let the pain intensify as the thoughts of the Championship, McLaren, and his doomed racing career slipped further and further away from his grasp.....
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Mitch was here. His hoodie had smelled like Mark. He got to see Mark in a way I will never be privileged to.
His mind wouldn’t let it go for the rest of the summer. The faint scents of both Mark and Mitch that had lingered on the hoodie after all these years, the folds in the hoodie that were moulded to someone else’s shape, and that photograph tucked inside. It all screamed of an intimacy that Oscar would never have. Could never buy.
Mark loved Mitch, or at least had once, and Mitch hadn’t even needed to pay for it.
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Benson walks slowly, like he’s not about to drag Randy into the worst day of his life, like he’s not about to set off a chain of events which will lead to Benson lying still and bloody in a dirty parking lot.
Randy wants to vomit. It feels so real.
(Or: the Time Loop fic.)
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01 Sep 2025
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Sometimes while on the road, Benson takes to calling Randy his 'boyfriend'. Randy doesn't understand why it's entertaining, it just irritates him; he decides to one up Benson one night and refers to him as his 'husband'. Benson loses his mind.
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01 Sep 2025
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Saxon chases Lochy around in the woods.
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- Part 1 of Eat Me
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07 Jul 2025
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Saxon and Lochlan haven't met in five years. But they do see each other on the phone.
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04 May 2025
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Saxon hated the guy from the moment he saw him. That this whole family holiday (plus the hanger on) was only happening because of him only made matters worse. As far as his family was concerned the sun shone out of Ashton Montgomery-Mathers’ ass. And Saxon couldn’t even call him a faggot because he was committed to being a better person. A less shitty one. Whatever. His little brother’s pathetic boyfriend was making that resolution hard to stick to.
Saxon thinks Lochy got himself a boyfriend just to fuck with him, but things aren't always so easily explained.
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14 Apr 2025