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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Ilya bites at the shell of his ear, Shane’s chest stuttering with an amused huff. Ilya smiles, his hand skimming the top of Shane’s pants, dipping just beneath the waistband and—

    He feels lace, soft and delicate underneath his fingers, curved over the swell of Shane’s hip. He pauses at the same time that he can feel Shane go tense.

    “Shane?” His voice is a whisper of breath, his nail following the hem of Shane’s panties, stopping when he finds the small bow that rests right at the center.

    It is one thing to see a photo of it on his phone, with only the company of his imagination and his own hand. It is another thing entirely to feel the evidence for himself resting just below his fingers. 

     

    Or, Ilya comes to the cottage a few days after his birthday. Shane has a surprise for him.

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    20 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane hummed, pulling out onto the road. “I understand. Tomorrow will be easier.”

    Nadia severely doubted that.

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    shane and ilya’s daughter has undiagnosed major depressive disorder. things get worse before they get better.

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    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    It’s been building over the last week. Ilya’s been watching it in slow motion, staying close, staying present, a reminder. Shane still doesn’t see it, the way he’s been practically begging Ilya to take over, to take him out of his head and back into his body. He’s been skittish, high strung and stressed, pushing away all of Ilya’s attempts. 

    Tonight, though. Tonight Ilya isn’t going to give him a choice. Shane’s body is running on autopilot and fumes, and if Ilya doesn’t take over, he’s going to crash. 

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    17 Apr 2026

  4. Rec 28

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    Shane feels like he might be sick. He crouches down in front of Ilya, slowly, and takes in the reams of scattered notes around them; scrawled Cyrillic, cross-hatched abrasions where the pen has ripped all the way through, a couple of illegible English words dotting the chaos here and there. It looks like a crime scene.

    “What, uh,” Shane starts haltingly, sucking in a shaky breath before trying again. “What’s all this, Ilya?”

    Ilya finally seems to notice that he’s there. He looks at him with wide eyes, red-rimmed, like he’s cried at some point then scrubbed furiously at the tears. Dreadfully, he laughs.

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    17 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    It's Ryan's millionth time being traded since his rookie year. No matter how many times it's happened, it's always hard and it always sucks. It always makes his anxiety flare.

    So during a preseason league event one of his first weeks in Toronto, it's not completely shocking that he gets a panic attack. What is shocking is Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.

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    17 Apr 2026