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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Freedom was supposed to fix everything.

    The nightmares. The anger. The feeling that reality might disappear if she looked away for too long.

    Instead, Christine is stuck in a tiny apartment, working a normal job, and discovering that surviving something doesn't mean you know how to live afterward.

    Felix, meanwhile, seems perfectly fine.

    He laughs too much. Jokes too often. Acts like the circus is just another bad memory they can leave behind.

    Christine hates him for it.

    Then one drunken night forces them into the same space for longer than either of them can tolerate, and old resentments start turning into dangerous conversations.

    Because the worst part of escaping isn't what they lost.

    It's realizing they're the only people who truly understand what happened.

    One terrible night changes absolutely nothing.

    Or maybe it changes everything.

     

    (not apart of elsewhere au- just a different darker vibe for fun! felix is jax, christine is pomni, and cathy is ragatha :) )

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Hooking up with some girl off an app during his last semester of college seemed like an amazing idea until the consequences of doing so started messing with his emotions and making him feel things he didn't necessarily want to feel.

    Suggesting that they could be friends instead of fuck buddies is the best solution he can come up with. He could keep her in his life, at a distance of course, and not have to worry about sex making things overly complicated.

    Surely, that would fix everything, right…?

    Yeah, no, he was a idiot to think that.

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    College/Hookup AU

    (Graduate Assistant Pomni/Undergrad Student Jax)

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    "I got engaged. Do you know?" Pomni spoke as if it were a fun curiosity. She left the ring on the table and sipped more champagne.

    "I heard," Jax replied without emotion, as if this event were happening daily, repeatedly throughout the day. Pomni doesn't blame him; she hates it too.

    "And why did you ignore me all day?"

    "Pomni, what do you want?"

    "Maybe I want a friend's opinion."

    "About what, exactly, Pomni?" She pulled back when Jax moved, standing in front of her. "For me to say it's a great idea? Or that it's a terrible idea? It's your life, after all."

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    08 Jun 2026

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    She peered over at him. “Shut the door.”

    Jax was staring at her in a way she wasn’t sure she’d seen before. His expression was so … open. It was the only word that came to mind. He seemed both apprehensive and prepared to absorb whatever she threw at him at the same time.

    Maybe that meant his guard was up—but he did as she asked, anyway, putting a hand on the door and pushing until it shut with a click.

    (Or: Pomni attends Zooble and Gangle's marriage reception, and Jax takes her home after.)

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    30 Mar 2026