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Ivan stays still for a few moments, basking in the peace of watching Lovro without Lovro knowing he is looking.
For a moment he finds himself feeling jealous of Lovro’s sickness, the inevitable healing of it. He watches Lovro wince every time he swallows and feels envious that he will get to experience the pain slowly fade away. All he has to do is take his medication for a few days and rest before he goes back to normal. He will get to go outside, and breathe in the air through his clear airway and appreciate it all the more now that he has healed.
But Ivan will never have that. He will wince while he swallows everyday for the rest of his life.
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While Ivan is in the midst of a depressive episode, Lovro comes down with the flu. They take care of each other, despite being sick themselves.