8 Bookmarks by m1444
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"I, Hong Jisoo, hereby declare that if in ten years from November 10, cannot find a woman or man worth marrying, I will accept Yoon Jeonghan as my husband for life."
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06 Jun 2026
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Joshua’s life as an idol should be predictable: rehearsals, recordings, fan events, smiles for the cameras. But between the lights and applause, everything is fracturing. His relationship with Jeonghan is tense, a fragile dance of denial and unspoken emotions. Rumors, public scrutiny, and his own insecurities leave Joshua questioning his worth not just as a performer, but as a person.
And then there’s his health, slowly but surely declining with every late night and mounting expectation. Only his manager knows the truth, and the line between care and control is dangerously thin.
In a world where every note is measured, every glance is judged, and every mistake could unravel him, Joshua must navigate the strings of his own fragility and decide whether to keep playing the role everyone expects, or break free entirely.
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01 Jun 2026
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It shouldn’t be this hard to stand in front of him like this. To watch him move, take in air. To watch him smile at other people, talk and laugh with them, while all-too-carefully avoiding looking at him. Jeonghan knew it was what he deserved—he deserved even less, arguably.
He’d expected it. Had spent hours poring over every possibility and knew that this was the likeliest outcome. That Joshua would be willing to exist in the same space as him, but that would be the end of it. That there would be no niceties, no feigned politeness, not even for the sake of appearances.
Because Jeonghan had let him go. Even worse, he had turned him away.
Or: Jeonghan lost Joshua ten years ago. It takes a wedding to bring him back to him.
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29 May 2026
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Joshua and Jeonghan are best friends, bound by a lifetime of quiet devotion. Joshua's fragile heart found its unwavering anchor in Jeonghan, his fierce protector.
But when an arranged marriage forces them into a vow neither chose, and Jeonghan’s heart belongs to someone else, their bond is put to the ultimate test.
Love, loyalty, and unspoken feelings collide in a future they never planned.
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13 May 2026
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"Try again," Joshua suggests, voice dropping lower. He reaches up and tilts his cap back deliberately, brim no longer an obstacle. "I'll make it easy for you this time."
inspired by 260418 scene where jeonghan leaned down and they looked like they were kissing (who's to say they weren't?)
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13 May 2026
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The North and the South were never allies. After a surprise attack nearly destroyed the Southern kingdom, peace is sealed not by trust, but by necessity — through a political marriage between the North’s alpha king and the South’s omega king.
Taken to the North as part of the treaty, Joshua is seen as a foreign body, a tolerated consort, never accepted. Silent, distant, and more tied to war than to court halls, he neither competes for affection nor claims space, even as the king keeps an omega lover under his protection within the palace.
The whispers grow. Too Southern.
The wrong omega. A king in name only.
War changes everything.And the kingdom learns, far too late, that not every flower is born to be plucked.
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07 May 2026
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“Jeonghan.”
He’d been drinking, but only because he needed the courage to do what he was about to do next.
“Have sex with me.”
Or where Joshua takes his friends’ advice, and ended up getting more than what he bargained for.
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17 Apr 2026
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low on self-esteem (so you run on gasoline) by lavender (teacuptin)
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)
28 May 2026
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Oh, yeah. He remembers the excuse he gave them when he decided to give up debuting after almost two years of training together, months before their actual debut date. He had used health problems as the main excuse, caused by his late presentation.
It wasn’t hard to sell, as he had been miserable. Fatigued, depressed, and incredibly nauseated. Of course, he knew the reason why he felt that way. He just never divulged it to any of them. Since their company was small, and omegas in the industry never had it easy, he cited his health problems, his new designation, and his difficulty in adapting to Korean customs as a beta, and how much more difficult it would be as an omega, to tap out before any of them realized the truth.
By the time the rest was told, he was already on a plane back to Los Angeles, the little sonogram hidden in his bag.
or, after a late presentation, Joshua is once again surprised when he stares at the two lines on a pregnancy test. his life changes once again, and he has to make a tough decision.
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03 Apr 2026