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    "I’m a fag is that what you want to hear fucker. Is that what gets you off you fucking creep praying on little queer kids."

    It leers closer. “That’s not all there is, is it Richie?”

    He can’t stop himself from turning back to look at Eddie. Cowardly. Richie is goddamn cowardly.
    Bill has to face his dead brother and yet he can't face something as insignificantly intangible as love. But that isn’t what he's scared of, not really. He isn’t scared of loving Eddie. Loving Eddie is easy, it happened without him noticing, without his permission, without any conscious thought at all.

    It's the thought of not getting to love Eddie that scares him. The thought that he will someday have to face that Eddie is not his to love, that Eddie does not want that kind of love. Loving Eddie is so easy he doesn't know how to live without it.

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    Pennywise forces Richie to confront his true fear, that Eddie will never be his to love, but pennywise isn't perfectly all knowing and love is made up of so much than just fear.

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    "No, I would've remembered this," Richie says, folding his hand around the un-bandaged parts of Eddie's hand. The gold ring glints on his pinky.

    Eddie explains how he stabbed himself and Richie nearly dies. His laughter sounds like someone peeling out on fresh blacktop.

    "Okay, yeah, hyuck it up, you goofy bitch," Eddie says.

    "How many times is that? Four? The universe wants you to be penetrated, Eds," Richie says. "It cannot get enough of you."

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