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    The Emperor gives Jinshi an ultimatum to produce an heir. With this ultimatum, Jinshi and Maomao are forced to work through their feelings. Together they embark into new territory: the physical side of their relationship.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Jinshi is terribly aware most people don’t love the way he does - case in point, he’s picked a single wood-sorrel when he could’ve had a blossom of every variety if he so chose. While he of course feels some male pride seeing Maomao pregnant and knowing he did that, more than anything he feels a deep love and curiosity for the child, and immeasurable appreciation for his wife. It's fascinating to know they created something that didn’t exist, and now they would be responsible for guiding it through the world. He would be a father.

    So what was a good father?

    Or, Jinshi's on the cusp of fatherhood, and then he's just plain in it. Meanwhile, the rest of the world keeps spinning.

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    26 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “You say everyone hates you. Is that really true?”

    Silence. Then, finally:

    “The people who matter do.”

    “Who are these people?”

    “My ex-girlfriend. Aya.”

    But she wasn’t done.

    "And…. that other person… “

    She finally looks up.

    “It might be Me.”

    ———

    Mitsuki starts therapy.

    She says it’s to feel better. To process the breakup.

    But the truth is—someone else in her body wants Aya back.

    Intimacy doesn’t come easy. But if it’s them, they’ll find it—

    (A love story. With therapy. There’s a happy ending. But like everything, it just takes time to get there.)

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    15 Aug 2025

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    Near the end of her pregnancy Concubine Gyokuyou is attacked in the middle of the night. Maomao steps in to defend her and while fighting for her life ends up taking the life of the attacker while sustaining serious injuries.

    While Jinshi steps in to care for her physically, Maomao deals with the mental turmoil of taking a life.

    With Maomao vulnerable and Jinshi doing his best to be patient with her, something begins to bloom between them.

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    Complete self-indulgent slow-burn/fluff because I'm sad we didn't get it when Maomao saved Jinshi.

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    22 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I really really missed you, Koga-san.” She’s breathing into Mitsuki’s ear.

    Mitsuki says, can you please show me how much.

     

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    Aya visits Mitsuki in New York, 8 years later

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    02 Jun 2025