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“You’ve seen it, right?" Eddie drags a hand down his face before pointing at her with said hand. "He’s all… secretive. Texting all the time. Laughing. He’s just... not telling me things anymore.”
Hen gives him a flat look. “Telling us.”
“What? Yeah. That’s what I said.”
She doesn’t say anything for a long moment. And for one sharp, uneasy second, Eddie braces for judgment. For the word overreacting. Which he’s not. Obviously. So she’d be wrong anyway.
Or, one's planning a Father's Day surprise, the other's planning a birthday surprise. Miscommunication galore.
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09 May 2026
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Hi, journal. Weird start, I don’t know how to start. I guess hi, me. This is the first entry of the journal for Dr. Copeland. I don’t really get how it will help, but she’s good at this, so this is probably good too. I didn’t tell her today, but I made the appointment because I’m lonely. I’m really, really lonely. And I don’t know how to say that out loud yet. Hopefully writing it will help.
He puts the pen down and decides that’s enough effort for the first day. He checks his phone, thinking maybe he didn’t notice it buzzing while he wrote. No new messages.
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Eddie’s in Texas. Maddie is getting ready for baby number 2. Bobby and Athena are building a new house. Everyone is busy with their family, and Buck doesn’t seem to fit anywhere. Dr. Copeland has him start to keep a journal to keep track of how he’s feeling, and all it does is (somehow) make everything worse. When a bad call lands Bobby in a coma and brings Eddie back everything becomes overwhelming fast. Buck starts leaning on his old habits, and it’s not long until he spirals out of control.Series
- Part 1 of drying of your tears
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12 Apr 2026
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So maybe Buck actually is in love with his straight best friend. It's cool, though. He knows Eddie gets it, even if Maddie doesn't.
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07 Apr 2026
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Approximately ten seconds had passed before Hen hastily folded the letter again, shoving it back into Eddie's hands, her eyes slightly wide. "You - er - you should be reading this. Not me."
Eddie looked at her curiously. "Hen -"
She shook her head. "No, I'm serious. That is not for my eyes, Diaz. I'll - I'll go and search the living room. You - you should read it. I heavily urge you to read it," she added, a little softer this time.
Well, fuck it.
Eddie started to read.
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The 118 are at Buck's, making sure his home is a safe space for his recovery. Eddie opens a cupboard and finds a letter that changes everything.
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28 Mar 2026
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"Yeah, well, we have—moved on." Eddie's expression didn’t soften. "You should too, Buck."
He deflated, the fight draining out of him. For the first time since they met, Buck felt like he was staring at a stranger.
“Uh— yeah I get it,” he finally said. “And I really am sorry.”
He watched as Eddie's figure retreated.
If Buck had stayed quiet, maybe he could have kept pretending that time would heal this wound. After that disaster of a conversation, Buck wasn't sure it ever would.
He stood there, windows forgotten, feeling something he’d known his whole life shift into place.
Buck never thought Eddie would be the one to show him he was right.
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A Buck and Eddie post-lawsuit fic.
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Please heed the tags! This fic explores alcohol and substance abuse and may be triggering for some readers. If these themes are difficult for you, please put yourself first.
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25 Mar 2026