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DEPARTING FROM A WORLD THAT NO LONGER EXISTS by maffeistaruu
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game)
05 Apr 2026
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What does it feel like to bring down an entity of infinite, unknowable knowledge within your mind?
Derek Hutchins would know.
Derek Hutchins wouldn't be able to tell you.
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Takes place after DAWTDE and follows Avery looking for Derek.
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There is nothing in the world that makes it so that his expression staring back at me isn’t unnerving. Why is it that at that moment, his eyes, usually shimmering in a manner that leaves his eye colour ambiguous- hold so much tension, enough that I could mistake it for guilt? And what does that make me? A pawn, a peon, a plaything? And what if I am? Who’s to say I am in any condition to do anything about it? Me, who needs his dearest angel to merely walk- Me, who wails in burning agony at the feel of my own body's weight– I know that even if his expression was a silent admission of his own transgressions hidden behind scintillating light and soft feathers, I would be but complacent to it, to him, to his hands- I could be horrified and quivering in fear at the other, yet he would hold me. Cup me in his palms, tut me for cringing away, and push my head into the dip of his neck. Then, the scent of roses would waft in every orifice of my senses, and I’d be blissful. My pain would be wiped so quickly I’d simply forget I had it at all. Then I’d wake up by dusk, sit up hastily, and come crashing back down without his touch.
He might as well take the place of my bones.
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Death is a pretty little thing that works as a self service to those whose lives were determined by a set of confinements tailored to their wrists and ankles.
That is what death is to Shirano.
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Shirano makes a deal with an old friend of his in the afterlife. A cycle is broken, and another is begun.
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" You thinking about something again? " by maffeistaruu
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Nov 2023
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He needs a tether, and she needs a blade. They fit perfectly with each other in the list of things they need to use, so they do- He's well aware. And *thankful*. Nobody would be able to satisfy the beck and call of the monster within him, the monster that claws and scratches at his ribcage and fights and thrashes and-
"Bladie?"
Her fingers are snapping in front of his face.----
Kafka and Blade waiting for a ship that's just a bit too late in the rain.
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" You don't need to be covered in blood to deserve a warm bath. " by maffeistaruu
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Sep 2023
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"I'm not going to use my Spirit Whisper, Blade."
She explained, and the use of his proper name is like the sound of fingers snapping in front of his face. He finds his thoughts drifting, along with his eyes, and then he's disoriented– But then he's back. And he realizes he's not soaked in blood, rather, fondness. Offered to him, no less. He's stood, back pressed against the wall, stance ready, and she's just leaning on the doorway, with a patient gaze. Her silence is a potent drug, and he slowly- Hesitantly, carefully, puts one foot in front of the other, then again, and again, until he's arms length to Kafka. He thinks it akin to that of a sad dog crawling back to its owner. The thought doesn't linger, though.
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Jayce needs a distraction. Viktor has a solution.
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The one where Viktor rewrites Jayce's Progress Day speech while Jayce sits pretty on his lap.
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