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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    19 May 2025

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    Dazai Osamu was, without a doubt, the most popular person attending Yokohama High School. All the guys respected him, and almost all the girls wanted to be with him. Everybody knew this, and because of that, he had almost everyone wrapped around his fingers.

    Almost.

    Chuuya Nakahara was widely known throughout the school as someone not to mess with. His short temper and bad attitude have landed him in quite a few fights. Fights that he always won. Because of this, he was the second most respected person attending Yokohama High School.

    Being in second place was infuriating to Chuuya. So, while he had never talked to him personally, Chuuya hated Dazai.

    So when their art teacher choose them as partners for their mid-term project, Chuuya could not be more pissed off.

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    14 May 2025

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    A glance at the screen told him the movie had progressed to its climax, the scene where Prince Charming woke Snow White with a kiss. He made a face.

    “It’s romantic, isn’t it?”, Dazai asked. His voice was strangely quiet, much less grating than usual. Chuuya would’ve been concerned if Dazai was his friend. Which he wasn’t.

    “What?”, he scoffed, “The non-consensual wake up kiss?”

    Dazai crossed his arms in deference. “It’s true love’s kiss, stupid! You don’t have to look at it that way.”

    Moments between Dazai and Chuuya, through the years.

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    06 May 2025

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    “I think I’m hungry,” he says tentatively. On cue, his stomach makes an offensive rumbling sound in agreement. “Chuuya’s not going to let me starve, is he?”

    “Fucking freeloader,” Chuuya snaps at him. But he’s cooking for two. He always does. It’s very romantic. “Go set the table. And wash your damn hands, you waste of bandages.”

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya through the years.

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    05 May 2025

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    While rare, a bond between two alphas has the potential to change one participant’s secondary gender into that of a beta or an omega. The process is almost guaranteed success if said participant is mentally willing to accept such a role, but there is no formula or absolute method to cause a change in one’s biology.

    Panic strikes Chuuya like a knife through the gut. He locks his phone and borderline throws it on the table before beginning to pace the length of his bedroom.

    What the hell did he do?

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    03 Feb 2025