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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    ”These dreams repeat. I’m at the railroad; the train appears; it hits me; I wake up. Between rounds. In the gaps of my notes. On pages where there should be writing. Again. And again.

    One night, someone drags me out of the way.”

    When summer is warm, the heat of breath steals away to the air like fading light at dusk. In the warmest summers he’ll ever know, a man who wants to die learns how to live; and a woman who wants to live learns how to die.
    Written from Chishiya’s POV. Modern AU. Two shot.

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Komaeda and Kamukura have a self-serving and transactional relationship. They're here to use each other, it's entirely mutual and they both understand that. And yet they're so captivated, they don't know what they'd do when they stop being useful to each other. Walking for far too long, Komaeda is insistent that they take a break and is desperate for Kamukura's attention, who has been ignoring him the whole day. The only suitable resting place Kamukura can find happens to be an old car, and he knows how to get Komaeda in it.

    Or; Komaeda and Kamukura have weird sex in a cadillac, and Komaeda has many complaints about the car.

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    25 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Nagito has a favorite memory from his time under the stiletto of Despair, and it goes like this…

    Maybe if he plays his cards right, he and Hinata can stage a little reenactment, now that they both go by different names.

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    24 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Mark 12:31 "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself"

    Closeted Hinata Hajime lives with his religious parents, every day a battle against his own internalized, closeted homosexuality. He walked through aisles of people that would gladly string up people like him with his head down, until one Komaeda Nagito forced his chin up to look into his eyes.

    A love like religion might bloom, even when the world sprays pesticides in their faces.

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    13 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    The night is cruel and lonely, and Nagito is there to help Hajime.

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    During Hajime and Nagito’s sleepover, Hajime has a dissociative episode and Nagito goes a little too far.

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    07 Aug 2025