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    He reaches up with shaky hands to the thing on his face, blearily realizing it was a mask. His fingers curl under the straps as he pushes it up, letting it fall to the ground as he takes in his first breath of fresh air.

    “Theseus— what are you doing?“ A second person says sharply, and as Tommy’s eyes focuses he sees them kneeling down in front of him. He can’t get a read on his face, because a blue and black mask covers it, but his tone is enough alone to raise some red flags.

    “Breathing?” Tommy croaks out, his eyes slipping shut once again as his body trembles, his hands falling limp besides him. The person holding him starts rubbing his back in soothing circles— it was rather comforting, and really just what Tommy needed right now.

    Or Tommy wakes up in a new world and meets villain SBI.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    John “Soap” MacTavish and Simon “Ghost” Riley – both star players for their respective EIHL teams – are supposed to hate each other.

    On the ice, they do, colliding like war every time their teams face each other, a rivalry that has been going on for years. Off the ice, thought, they share a carefully guarded secret: a long-standing arrangement to burn off steam after every game they play against one another.

    When a tabloid photo of Ghost leaving Soap’s flat exposes their secret, their agents force them into a fake relationship to control the narrative. What starts as a PR stunt quickly blurs into something far more dangerous as stolen moments, forced outings, and a long summer together turn lust into something neither of them is prepared to admit.

    Caught between public rivalry and private affection, Soap and Ghost must decide whether what they’ve built off the ice is worth making real – before the season, the league, or their own fears tear them apart.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    John “Soap” MacTavish never meant to come out as bisexual on national television – it just slipped out during a post-match interview. Overnight, his rugby stats take a backseat to accusations of queerbaiting, invasive questions, and endless speculation.

    Enter Kyle “Gaz” Garrick, an old mate from school, now in the military and schemer extraordinaire. His solution? A fake boyfriend. Someone private, unreachable by the press.

    Someone like his lieutenant – Simon “Ghost” Riley. Luckily, Ghost owes Gaz a favour. A big one.

    It’s just meant to be a few quiet photos, some social media buzz, a bit of smoke to keep the wolves at bay. But as the season wears on and the fake relationship starts bleeding into quiet nights, real texts, and barely-there touches… Soap starts to wish it were real. And Ghost – Ghost stops knowing where the act ends and something real begins.

    What starts as a cover story slowly becomes something neither of them know how to fake anymore.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    He was falling back. His glasses were knocked back from the momentum, leaving everything suddenly bright— the skies were nothing but white, and everything seemed to stretch into a forever where all Ghost could see, hear, reach, touch, was nothing but the rush of air and the quiet, nearly calm thump of his heart in his ears.

    A landmine goes off in the middle of the mission, throwing everything into disarray. They find each other, covered in blood

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Drunk and miserable, Simon Riley gets into a fight on the subway.

    Drunk, miserable, and bloody, he calls the only person he knows would come to his aid no matter what.

    Drunk, miserable, bloody, and broken, the line goes dead with a ring of "Fuck you, Simon Riley" in his ears.

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    12 Jun 2026