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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Emily made me promise. On her last day, her last hour, her last breath that smelled like morphine and goodbye. She made me promise to live, to love, to let someone else in. She didn't tell me that promise would become a weapon. That every morning I wake up and choose to continue, I'm stabbing her memory. That every time I let Miranda inside me, I'm proving Emily right, which means she knew. She knew she was leaving. She knew I would survive, which is the worst thing you can know about someone you love. She gave me to Miranda like a gift. Like a problem she solved before dying. I keep the promise because I have to. I hate the promise because I do.

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    18 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    … my brain had blocked it as it searched desperately for the sound of your voice. 

    “Em?” 

    Which never came.

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    17 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    — If I could take us back, if I could just do that

    And write in every empty space the words, I love you, in replace

    Then, maybe, time would not erase me

    If you could only know I never let you go

    And the words I most regret are the ones I never meant to leave

     

    Then she sang Emily’s name for the final time.

     

    — Unsaid, Emily.

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    06 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Emily stared at her, genuinely flabbergasted.

    “Fun? You think pulling off romantic deception in front of the West Midlands aristocracy is fun?”

    “I think watching you attempt to play the doting partner for three whole days will be the highlight of my year,” Andy said, grinning and nudging Emily’s shoulder. “Come on, Charlton. Live a little. Let’s play along.”

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    The one where Emily fake-dates Andy for a career move and ends up accidentally getting everything she ever wanted.

     

    for sachston week day 3: fake dating

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    04 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    An innocent idea turns into a fake relationship that was made to survive nosy relatives at a baptism, a lie that becomes a little too convincing that they start questioning whether they really want to go back to being just friends.

    OR: The one that where pretending to be in love with your best friend is surprisingly easy, going back to being just friends? Not so much

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    04 Sep 2026