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The language Zhang Hao knows best is that of victory, where first is only a place to reach and a prize to win. No other type of first has ever mattered. Then came Hanbin.
“Hanbin,” Zhang Hao says, soft, dazed.
For a few moments, that’s the only word he can think of. You’ll give me this too? is what he means. Hanbin stares up at him, eyes warm and dark, and Zhang Hao thinks he must understand. When it comes to firsts, Zhang Hao ripped through his own like the wrapping off a present, quick and efficient, impatient to get to something better. He’s determined to be careful with Hanbin’s, to tuck them close to his chest like something not just to be taken but also kept.
“Hanbin-ah,” he says again, shakier now. “You don’t even know half the things you’re doing to me.”
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Does Hanbin still have a crush on him?
No. Of course not.
Hanbin would’ve moved on.
They’re just two boys with sexual desires. That’s all.
…Right?
Wait.
Is it his fault?
Is he seducing Hanbin unknowingly?
Hao spends his winter holiday at the Sungs' home, where he reunites with Hanbin—now strikingly different from the boy he once knew. Though Hao tries to resist his growing attraction, falling for him seems inevitable.
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14 Oct 2025
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At twenty-three, Sung Hanbin and Zhang Hao made a promise:
“Hanbinnie,” Zhang Hao half-whispers, eyes fixed on him. “If we’re both single at thirty… let’s get married.”
Now, seven years later, an ocean of distance between them, Zhang Hao thinks Hanbin has forgotten.
That is, until gets a text—a selfie. Hanbin on his knees, wearing cat ears and a tail, holding a balloon with the number 30, along with words Zhang Hao never thought he’d read:
You’re thirty, hyung. And I’m thirty. We’re both single. Aren’t we supposed to get married?
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18 Aug 2025
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“Fuck,” he exclaimed out loud, jaw dropping. “Oh my god, there’s no way this man has been walking around the earth during my entire life and no one told me about him before! This is outrageous.” Zhang Hao whined, gaze completely glued to the screen, not even blinking as a sequence of shots showed Hanbin’s close-up expressions - screaming at his teammates, furrowing his eyebrows in concentration, sweating after a long match. He had black hair; cute whiskers underneath his eyes every time he smiled; big, shiny brown eyes that were filled with determination; and a lean body with strong, muscular thighs that flexed as he ran and passed the ball to the other players.
The man was completely flushed for more than half of the video, seeming to grow redder with each passing frame, and Zhang Hao felt his own cheeks burn in return, already enamored by someone he didn’t even know of until five minutes ago.
OR; YouTuber Zhang Hao becomes obsessed with football player Sung Hanbin, and falls in love with him while recording reaction videos.
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30 Jul 2025
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Hao knows how he must look because of the way Hanbin himself looks: flushed skin, disheveled hair, and plump lips bitten red. He thinks he should feel more embarrassed, and perhaps he will tomorrow.
Hanbin, however, looks entirely too pleased to be caught like this — and so Hao smiles, too.After relentless pestering, virgin Zhang Hao finally gives in and downloads a dating app, openly advertising himself as a first-timer looking to learn (dignity be damned).
Technically, Hanbin’s job is to prevent workplace drama, but he's not about to let the chance slip by when his office crush pops up on his screen.
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19 May 2025