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Felix grabbles with the quickly approaching death, each day a flower blooming inside of his lungs, his only way of surviving is to pluck the flowers one by one by the root and losing the feelings he buried alive in the process. Problem is, either way Felix will lose himself.
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Felix was sure he overcame his feelings for Changbin until he coughed up flower petals.
(A HANAHAKI DISEASE FAN FICTION)
old title: Petals to a thorny rejection
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30 Dec 2025
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"Japanese MMA fighter Miura Kota has once again proven that he is one of Felix's biggest fans.
During the Q&A, he answered the question "Stray Kids or BTS" with a photo of Felix and his solo song Unfair."
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About old wounds that can be healed and the importance of letting go.Series
- Part 2 of Felix
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29 Dec 2025
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“I think I’m sick, hyung,” Minho whispered—Chan walked ahead, and gently rubbed Minho’s knuckles, going over the boxing scars as he did. “I don’t know what’s going on.”
“Try telling me.”
Minho exhaled sharply, taking a few moments to articulate what he wanted to say mentally. “It’s like… I feel so unenthusiastic about everything? I don’t know what’s happening—my metabolism has died and I don’t feel the taste of food in my mouth anymore. I—I’m trying not to exaggerate but everything feels so slow and agonizing. I can’t sleep and I can’t stay awake. I feel so… disassociated.”
[Or: relapse is a part of recovery, but not something that is necessary]
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- Part 8 of Stray Kids Angst Works
- Part 2 of Long Sleeves
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숨쉬어. (lower your eyelids to die with the sun.) by courage_of_stars
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
15 Apr 2024
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Gently, Minho runs a hand through Seungmin's hair. "But Seungmin, I'm here. You can't ever lose me-"
"Eliminated." Seungmin recoils from the gunshot, even though he's the one who pulls the trigger. "When you were eliminated on the show. And I--" Choking on a sob, Seungmin obliterates scarred palm lines with nails, and closes his eyes tightly to fight burning tears. "I couldn't fucking do anything-"
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(Seungmin's haunted by a nightmare: the memory of Minho's elimination.)Bookmarked by neferpitoux
23 Nov 2025
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Come Home, 'Cause I've Been Waiting for You for So Long by depremonkey
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
26 Aug 2023
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Seungmin can’t sleep. It’s not uncommon these days.
Chan has been staying later at the studio every day and Seungmin doesn’t like it. Changbin and Jisung always come back with the others, so why won’t Chan?
Or, Seungmin can't sleep when Chan isn't home.
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- Part 5 of Kim Seungmin-centric
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21 Nov 2025