notnitrogenz
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Cube of Flesh and Feelings by notnitrogenz
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club - All Media Types
25 Feb 2026
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It’s almost past midnight, and I’m hugging every streetlight I see. My hand loses its grip and a glass bottle of beer I was holding slips out, crashing on the ground with this annoying sharp sound. I haven’t even finished it yet, and for some reason, I remember how Tyler and I were drinking under one of the street lamps.
I’m swinging, looking down on the puddle with some pieces of glass. With blurry vision like this I can’t properly catch anything around me with my eyes. But I catch the telephone booth. Wouldn’t it be nice to call someone, huh? I walk towards the booth, tripping on shoelaces. Do I even have shoelaces?
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Shades of colors are all I feel by notnitrogenz
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - All Media Types, Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk
21 Feb 2026
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I desperately draw a portrait of him, clearly knowing his every feature. I guess I had a secret talent all this time. I blindly believe that this would get him out of my head entirely; I just keep having this feeling that he’s still there somewhere, deep down in my mind waiting for me to break, to get weaker. I’m already weak, a grown ass man that can’t get over a person he used to be in love with. Is ‘used to’ a right thing to say? I’m not sure. I draw with sharply movements, for some reason I feel anger and my eyes get watery. The sketch is blurry. I wish he would be too. I wipe my eyes quickly with my sleeve before tears fall on the paper.