ocean_dreamer



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    One shots following Nova and Victor from Disney's Zombies 4. Mostly hurt/comfort

    Technically these are unconnected but honestly I kinda view them as in the same continuity so they're chronological here

    Every fic in this series is going to have a fanfic cliche-style song title lyric from Dream Come True partially because the lyrics are all so good and partially because titles are so hard that I have written entire novels without figuring out what to call them

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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I’m fine- this happens sometimes.”

    “It shouldn’t.”

    “Well it does.” Shane raised his voice slightly, “It has for as long as I can remember.” He took a deep breath and reminded himself that he couldn’t be angry at Hayden right now, he was trying to help.
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    Hayden Pike has Shane's back from day one, on and off the ice. That includes when Shane has one hell of a panic attack at an awards dinner.

    Part one of an exploration of Shane's anxiety in his relationships with others.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh, to be loved is to be known and to be known is to first be learned

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”

    “That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.

    That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.

    He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”

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    24 Dec 2025

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    It turns out that the views of Agents O and K are not held by the rest of the Guys in White... which they discover when they bring in a fourteen-year-old half-ghost kid for "painful experiments".

    Phic Phight prompt by Nocturna Starr

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    24 Nov 2025