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• The city lights shine in the distance, but where are they coming from? by onioncheeks

  Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)  

  • General Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  01 Mar 2022

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Hua Cheng (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
  • Xie Lian (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
  • I have no idea where this is going
  • city AU
  • Suicide
  • wrote this when i was bored so it might not be good
  • just one of my fav au and one of my fav ships
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

  Summary

  Interacting with people gave experiences, memories, feelings that no one wanted to lose. Hua Cheng on the other hand wants to forget all of the things that he's experienced with other people. None of them gave him the memories that he wanted to re-live. They never gave him feel that he didn't want to lose. The things that they did made him want to leave this world. But something always stopped him. Maybe it was fear. Maybe it was anger. Maybe it was revenge. But above all, he knows it was jealousy. He wanted to feel those things. He thought that maybe, somehow, someway, someday, he would experience those things with someone. It didn't matter to him who it was. He didn't have any standards for who that person would be. Whether they were ugly or gross, he just wanted someone to help him out of the deep hole he was stuck in, the one people had pushed him down, in which they never tried to help him up.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,500

  Chapters:

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