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won't you get me (right where the hurt is) by notcaycepollard
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
27 Sep 2018
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It's just an innocuous comment, that's how it starts.
He's not even sure why he says it; it's too much, entirely, pushing things too far, but— “It's not—one and done, you know? I got, uh. Stamina.”
“Stamina,” Bucky repeats, flat. “Uh huh.” And then he's throwing back the rest of his drink, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, turning to Steve and squaring his jaw all challenge. “How many times?”
“How—”
“Yeah. How many times. In one go.”
“I—” Steve starts, flushing so hot he feels like he must be a beacon in the bar, shining through the grey-out. Bucky's still looking at him, curious, and something else under it, something Steve can't place. “Four,” he says, compulsively too-honest in the face of Bucky’s gaze, and Bucky's eyes widen.
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Oh. It’s a breath of a kiss more than anything and he wasn’t — he’s too slow, he wasn’t expecting it; Steve kisses him back a second after Bucky pulls away, still studying him with that searching expression on his face. He catches a glimpse of his own wide eyes in the window and oh, he wasn’t expecting that. Oh, oh.
“Is that right?” Bucky asks, thumb still on Steve’s lip. “Did I do that then? In the alley?”
Steve shakes his head. “No,” he says, and Bucky’s hand falls away. He clears his throat. “No, you never — never did that.”
Bucky shrugs. Picks up the dish towel. “Must’ve just wanted to then. It’s hard spotting the difference between memories and wishes.”
And — Bucky catches his eyes in the window, looks away, turns and leans so he’s facing him. “We really never did that before?”
___________SteveBucky post-TWS :) from Steve's POV
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after me comes the flood by kafkian
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Jul 2016
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'Do you think they'll accept me?' Steve had asked doubtfully, staring down at the flier. VOLUNTEERS NEEDED! it bleated at him in sour Hulk green, which he thought demonstrated a serious lack of tact considering it was an advertisement calling for people to work with kids left with PTSD after the Avengers levelled half their home city. 'I mean. I'm the one who caused half the mess.'
'While defending the earth from aliens,' Natasha pointed out.
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In which Steve joins a support group, realizes rebuilding New York isn’t just a one-man job, and tries to figure out what the hell is going on between him and Bucky.
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18 Jun 2025
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Steve and Bucky gently finding their way back to each other and themselves <3
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Fighting is hard. Rebuilding is harder. Post-Endgame AU.
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It's harder than Steve ever expected to bring Bucky home.