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“Castiel’s deal required him to be happy.” Jack continues, encouraged by Dean’s forced calm, “What made him happy? What could have, in that situation?”
Dean can’t understand why he’s asking. Sam has the same question, it’s so clear in his eyes every time the subject has come up, but he’s at least accepted that it’s just a detail. That he doesn’t need to know. That Cas was his friend too, but that moment belongs only to Dean.
But Cas, more than Dean, more than Sam, Cas was Jacks dad. So Dean reframes the question, turns it over in his mind until the edges are less sharp and the shape looks much more like himself, fours years old, asking why his mum hadn’t survived that fire.------
Or: the world is saved, but Cas is still dead. Dean struggles, Sam rebuilds, and Jack has plans for a better world.
And somewhere far beyond their reach, Castiel wakes up.
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26 Nov 2025
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After S, Reki mopes, gets an ear piercing, accidentally adopts a small army of children, and wonders why Langa stares at him in class all the time.
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"But Reki finds that the world agrees with him like this; that maybe he is still a favored son of Okinawa. He might not burn as brightly, not soar as high, but he’s still part of something beautiful. With every push against the pavement, every grind, every gravity defying leap into the air, he redefines and transforms the world around him."
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Or: Reki Kyan learns to be loved.
Canon-divergent after 9.5.
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16 Nov 2025
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he was a skater boy, he said—no, you know what, no, we're not calling it that by arahir
Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime)
01 Mar 2021
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Everyone knows Reki and Langa are dating. Everyone except Reki, that is.
“Is it someone from class?”
Langa pushes his board back and forth, the little rumble of the tires filling the late afternoon quiet between them as he takes a deep, audible breath, looks directly at Reki, and nods. “Yes.”
And that’s a surprise. Reki tries not to let it show. “Have you guys been on any dates?”
“Yeah. I mean, I thought they were dates.”
That’s… kind of sweet. Sweet in the way that feels like it's going to make Reki sick. “How have you even had time for that?” he mutters. “You spend all your time with me.”
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13 Nov 2025
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like blowfish poison by justjstuff
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu
29 Jul 2025
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“Come on then, Kusuriya,” he mumbled against her cheek before biting down. The title distracted her from the bite because there it was again, sounding less like her old profession and more like a nickname, like something intimate. She almost missed his next words. “You don’t want to administer half-effective treatment, do you?”
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Maomao and Jinshi have a moment alone in the chaos of the day before they leave the western capital. Maomao has an experiment to conduct. Jinshi just wants to be closer to her.
Series
- Part 1 of the red string of fate
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05 Oct 2025
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poison of the divine by spreadsheet
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu
24 May 2025
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Despite the exhaustion seeping into her bones and the blood still sullying her clothes, Maomao goes to him. Returning to safety.
Coming home.
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05 Oct 2025