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If Jude could have one wish, just one, it would be that his Erling could remain by his side. In the same city. Playing for the same club. Being there for each other. Forever. Even after they retired from football. Even in old age. Even in death. They would be buried in the same coffin. Or cremated with their ashes mixed and kept in a golden urn. Like Achilles and Patroclus.
But wishes were not real.
There was no wishing star, wishing well or wishing tree that could grant him this.
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After a painful breakup, followed by an agonising situationship and then three years of silence, Jude was trying to live with the fact that he may have lost Erling forever.
One day, he finds something that may be able to help him undo the damage he had caused. Something that could make the one wish Jude wanted the most come true.Or
Just when you think the story has ended, Jude makes use of a one wish willow.
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A video is leaked of Jude Bellingham being comforted by Erling Haaland after England's loss to Argentina. Maybe it's not the worst thing in the world.
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07 Oct 2026
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Show Me To The Sunshine:
"A video is leaked of Jude Bellingham being comforted by Erling Haaland after England's loss to Argentina. Maybe it's not the worst thing in the world."I have so many good and fuzzy feelings about this fic :)
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"Don’t." Jude gasped, already scrambling out of the booth. His legs nearly buckled, the world tilting with need. "Headache. Tired. I’m—I’m going. Don’t follow."
He fled before Erling could respond, shouldering through the crowd, hot and dizzy and terrified.
Every step sent a jolt of emptiness through him, his hole clenching around nothing, slick soaking his boxers. The omega inside him was screaming, crying, begging to turn around and crawl into the alpha’s lap. Jude bit his lip until he tasted copper and kept moving.
Erling watched him go, heart pounding a war drum against his ribs. Every instinct he had demanded he chase— the omega was in distress, his omega, entering heat in a dangerous place.
But Jude had said don’t follow.
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- Part 1 of N's football fics! :D
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Young and Hopelessly Smitten by jukoist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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“Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”
Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.
“Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”
“Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.
“Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”
This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.
It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.