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• Happiness by panixing

  Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  30 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
  • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
  • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
  • Fluff
  • One-Sided Attraction
  • RPF
  • More getting a feel on my emotional representation of them so KINDA self indulgent
  • Not Beta Read
  • My mom doesnt count
  • Short One Shot
  • Best Friends
  • Unrequited Love

  Summary

  Matt watches Jay sleep for a bit.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  774

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  13

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  282

• You Are The Blood (Discontinued) by panixing

  Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  10 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Robert Robertson | Mecha Man/Waterboy
  • Robert Robertson | Mecha Man
  • Waterboy | Herman (Dispatch)
  • Blonde Blazer | Mandy (Dispatch)
  • Z-Team (Dispatch)
  • Violence
  • Blood
  • lots of blood
  • Like uhm WOW
  • Horror
  • Alternate Universe - Horror
  • Cannibalism
  • Eventual Smut
  • hahahahahah
  • And regarding that here are the better tags
  • Dom Robert Robertson | Mecha Man
  • Top Robert Robertson | Mecha Man
  • Bottom Waterboy | Herman (Dispatch)
  • Sub Waterboy | Herman (Dispatch)
  • Blood Kink
  • Bloodlust
  • Obsession
  • Knifeplay
  • Those are for sure
  • will add more tags later
  • Trauma
  • I love making not scary things SCARY
  • Dinners ready Waterboy :3
  • Blood and Gore
  • dont forget that
  • Alright Ill stop tagging
  • Just a lot of gore
  • a bit OOC
  • but i dont care
  • Angst
  • cant forget that
  • Waterboy has a small dick
  • Its the size of this walnut but even smaller (ref)
  • someone had to do it
  • And that someone is me bitch
  • Also I like small dicks sue me
  • God Complex
  • Mind Break
  • Mind Manipulation
  • Power Imbalance
  • Just pure Unholy Worship HA

  Summary

  Robert hasn't shown up to work in a week.

  It's eating Waterboy up inside.

  Like a good subordinate he checks up on him.

  Bad idea.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,196

  Chapters:

  6/?

  Comments:

  44

  Kudos:

  189

  Bookmarks:

  17

  Hits:

  2,898

• Some Strange Angel by panixing

  Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  18 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Robert Robertson | Mecha Man/Waterboy
  • Waterboy (Dispatch)
  • Robert Robertson | Mecha Man
  • Z-Team (Dispatch)
  • Angst
  • watermech
  • I honestly wrote this as practice
  • I'm proud of it I think
  • Unresolved Emotional Tension
  • Okay yeah tagging is hard
  • Digital Art
  • Emotional Hurt
  • I'm Sorry
  • Okay Im gonna stop tagging this is too hard
  • Yes the name of the fic is a Car Seat Headrest song
  • i wrote this in my notes app

  Summary

  Week of a work day covered by one cold night. Robert couldn't be anymore sorry, but whats the point when he can't express that.

  Short writing based off a drawing I did because I hate my life and the nightmare it's become.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  400

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  88

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  1,628