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    “Nagi," Reo says, and Seishiro almost bites his tongue. He plants his feet firmly. He doesn’t turn around.

    “You can’t even look at me?”

    Blood blooms in Seishiro’s mouth, and worse somehow, than the somber pitch of Reo’s voice, is his hesitant, “Please.”

    Nagi Seishiro hates running. He's always running.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Because you’re my treasure, Nagi.”

    And Seishiro knows he means it. Reo isn’t a liar.

    (It isn’t Reo’s fault he can’t help but look at Seishiro’s leg as he says the words. It isn’t Reo’s fault that Seishiro can only think: Do you really mean me?)

    In the aftermath of a potentially career ending injury, Seishiro can only wonder: outside of football, what exactly does he mean to Reo?

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    27 Mar 2026

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    “You’ve lost weight,” are the first words Reo says to him, a whole year since Seishiro has breathed the same air as him.

    “That’s not very nice.” Seishiro’s mouth is on auto-pilot, brain still processing the sight of Reo right in front of him.

    There’s Mikage Reo, synonymous with all that’s good in this world, at least to Seishiro. He looks different; his hair is longer and he’s much warier.

    (He looks exactly how Seishiro remembers him.)

    Or: Somehow, Seishiro gets Hanahaki, a year since he’s seen the only boy he’s ever loved. He handles it extremely well, which is to say, not at all.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Nagi shakes his head stubbornly. “You don’t even touch me anymore.”

    Reo can’t help it. He laughs. It’s brittle, and all of a sudden, he hears the coldness Nagi’s been going on about. “What, did you want me to?”

    Nagi tenses at whatever he sees on Reo's face. “I—” he starts quietly, then stops.

    Reo says nothing at all.

    In which Reo tries keeping his distance, and Nagi starts acting stranger than usual.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Rin," Shidou repeats. "Where are you?"

    "I'm—" and fuck, it's so embarrassing, isn't it? The Sae in his head sneers at how lukewarm and pathetic this all is. Begging for someone to ask him to live. "Um, I'm at the bay, up on the bridge."

    Silence for a few beats, and then he can hear the clink of Shidou's ridiculously oversized keychain, followed by the slam of the door and his car coming to life on the other end of the line.

    Rin isn't okay, and the only person he can think to turn to is his shitty brother's annoying boyfriend. A fic on platonic bonds, little things that make big differences, learning compassion toward both others and the self, and coming to terms with being alive. More or less.

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    11 Mar 2026