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• grizzly trap (I'm haunted) by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: This Song - Conan Gray (Song), Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  10 Oct 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Brando/Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Brando (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Fix-It
  • Vodka Cranberry fight
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Triggered Wilson
  • Protective Brando
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Closeted Character
  • Wil and Bran finally communicating this is not a fucking drill
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Conan Gray put drugs into those music videos I swear

  Summary

  The fight at the bar triggers Wilson's PTSD. Now, Brando is forced to deal with the reasons for his own actions, and has a choice to make...

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,131

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  21

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

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• you burn inside... by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: This Song - Conan Gray (Song), Vodka Cranberry - Conan Gray (Song)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  02 Oct 2025

  Tags

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  • Brando/Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Wilson (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Brando (This Song - Conan Gray)
  • Smut
  • Anal Sex
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Unrequited Love
  • OR IS IT
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Exes
  • Angst
  • Caramel missing scene
  • The "fuck it let's have sex in your trailer" scene
  • Slight soft dom Brando
  • Lack of Communication
  • Wilson is down bad
  • Hurt wilson
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
  • Only thought about it doesn't happen
  • Not Actually Unrequited Love

  Summary

  He should be furious, demanding explanations, excessive apologies and groveling- and yet here he was, instead. Getting hiked up a squeaky bed at every one of Bran’s thrusts, no dignity in sight.

  OR The Caramel MV trailer sex scene no one asked for, but here it is anyways.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,042

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  26

  Bookmarks:

  3

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• Do to me what you must by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Kate (Movie 2021)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  28 Jun 2025

  Tags

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  • Jojima/Renji
  • Miyavi | Ishihara Takamasa/Tadanobu Asano
  • Jojima
  • Renji
  • Miyavi | Ishihara Takamasa
  • Tadanobu Asano
  • Fix-It
  • Jojima lives
  • Smut
  • Dom/sub
  • Power Play
  • Mind Games
  • Spanking
  • Belts
  • Anal Sex
  • Consensual Non-Consent
  • Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane
  • Jojima is insane and I love him for it
  • In this the gays are alive and unwell
  • Established Relationship
  • This is my most feral yet
  • And for a non-existent fandom too
  • The Author Regrets Nothing

  Summary

  Alternate ending where Jojima does manage to kill Kate. When Renji rushes home, he's not at all happy his partner has risked his life for him, and Jojima will not let this opportunity for angry, kinky sex go to waste...

  OR I blacked out and wrote unhinged post-murder smut for a fandom I don't think exists. Can probably be read without having seen the movie since this is just filthy filthy stuff.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,424

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  6

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  Hits:

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• Super Silence in the Quiet (heartbreak was never so loud) by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)  

  • General Audiences
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Other
  • Complete Work

  15 May 2024

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)
  • Aziraphale (Good Omens)
  • Crowley (Good Omens)
  • Metatron (Good Omens)
  • One Shot
  • Good Omens Season 2
  • Character Study
  • Aziraphale-centric (Good Omens)
  • Aziraphale Loves Crowley (Good Omens)
  • Consent Issues
  • Warped sense of self
  • Aziraphale Has Religious Trauma (Good Omens)
  • Crowley is the only one Aziraphale has ever been able to say 'no' to
  • That One Desperate Angry Kiss
  • Heavy Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • I Am Sorry
  • i want them to be happy i swear
  • but not in this one
  • Non-Consensual Touching
  • Not between the husbands
  • and only implied
  • non con tag is there to be safe
  • The fucking Metatron is there I'm truly sorry for that
  • Aziraphale Needs a Hug (Good Omens)
  • Crowley does too

  Summary

  Crowley was the only one to ever make him feel that 'no' was safe, and consequently, Aziraphale only ever wanted to say 'yes' to him. So cruel, then, that his first real no was now directed at the one being he never wanted to say it to, and at the life he craved most.

  Just a short fic of my imaginings of Aziraphale's relationship with consent, throughout his existence and all the way to that one fateful kiss...

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,569

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  44

  Bookmarks:

  4

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• I'm a gasoline stain on the snow by phacochere_9

  Fandoms: Måneskin (Band)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Aug 2023

  Tags

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  • Damiano David/Ethan Torchio
  • Damiano David
  • Ethan Torchio
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Character Study
  • pov ethan
  • Established Relationship
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • i have no idea how to tag this one
  • Discussions of sexual objectification
  • including of an 18 yo
  • Overuse of Metaphors
  • Acts Of Rebellion
  • Ethan is Whipped
  • Protective Ethan
  • Coping Mechanisms
  • this can be read on its own!

  Summary

  Ethan has to admit that, when Damiano comes to him with an electric razor in one hand and a request on his tongue, his first instinct is to say “no”.

  OR The one in which a simple haircut in a hotel bathroom brings up more feelings than expected.

  Series

  • Part 8 of Amarti Mi Consola

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,710

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  62

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  757