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    Jisung knew he never should have said those things to Chan or Changbin. He knew the moment that the words left his mouth that he had fucked up. But he couldn’t take it back, no matter how much he wished that he could.

     

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    After a big fight with some of his hyungs, Jisung finds himself in the same position that he did a year ago, on the bathroom floor, crying his eyes out, with a razor blade in his hand. But luckily, his hyungs are there for him, to help build him back up.

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    05 Jun 2023

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    Chan is done.

    Done with working himself to death, done with the impossible expectations he has to meet, done with feeling the hurt so many people inflicted on him. He’s done not being enough, done wasting himself away for something that often feels like it destroys him more than the good it does in the world.

    Chan wants to go.

    It’s a scary thought, but it’s a thought that’s on the back of his mind all the time. Sometimes it appears randomly when he’s out with his band members, and then it flees before Chan can understand the weight of it. Sometimes it appears when he’s producing music and looking for an emotion that’s strong enough to make into art.

    But most often, it appears at night when there’s nothing to distract him from the ugly feeling in his chest, threatening to take over.

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    Sometimes, there isn't a reason why Chan feels bad.

    He just does.

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    05 Jun 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    minho takes care of han, but who was there for minho?

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    23 May 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    Minho didn't register his sleeve rolling up a little after lifting his hands to finish the dance. Only a little. Not much, but still too much. Everyone's eyes were on him. Or, that's how it felt.

    He saw the exact moment his members expressions changed.

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    Minho struggled with an obsession for ages.

    It's not good.

    The members accidently find out.

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    22 May 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    in which minho's passion turned into an obsession

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    20 Apr 2023