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Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.
Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.
Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.
Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.
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After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...
A ghost.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
20 Nov 2025
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finally finished the ghost fic!!!
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your place in the family of things by littleghost for effervescentwolf
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Nov 2025
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For wishbabies, there’s a difference between want and love. Buck knows being wanted. He doesn’t know being loved. Maybe, between the two of them, they can reach a middle ground. Buck can love her, and Eddie can want her, and that will be enough.
Buck and Eddie end up with a wishbaby. It strikes a nerve, but Buck’s always been good at pretending.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
18 Nov 2025
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jumping headfirst into the wish baby concept!!! sooo interesting and a fun world build for out of nowhere baby acquisition that admittedly would keep me up at night and terrify me
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The water is hot. Pleasantly so. Roiling gently thanks to the jets. Eddie plunges into it with a sigh pulled from somewhere deep. He sinks onto the bench and tips his head back, submerged enough to rest it comfortably against the ledge of the tub behind him. The water rises as he settles, lapping at his collarbones. Beneath its surface, he stretches his legs out.
It’s a quiet night. The neighborhood children are all tucked up in bed by now, the cars parked in driveways for the evening. The windows are shut, so are the sliding glass doors to yards; the distant, twinkling sounds of conversation and laughter from within long since muted. The noise of the city is inescapable, but here, it’s softer. Further off. It’s almost easy for it to fade into the background in this little corner of suburbia. Instead, crickets chirp from the bushes, the stray croak of a frog from somewhere in the grass joins their song. Overhead, string lights weave through the patio cover beams, casting the porch in a soft, warm glow.
It’s nice here, in Buck’s new backyard. Peaceful.
But, maybe that’s more to do with the company, than the ambiance.
Or, Buck, Eddie, and Buck's new hot tub.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
18 Nov 2025
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no platonic footsie to fucking dry humping in the hot tub pipeline (is footsie at any level platonic? who knows. either way these idiots wouldn't know either)
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He just doesn’t get it. These men like Lee (like Andrew and Dave and Rory), they make it seem so easy. Taking what they covet, expressing their desire. Like it’s the most simple thing in the world, to touch Eddie, kiss Eddie, slither their way inside Eddie; to make it absolutely clear how bad they want him. And he knows Buck wants him just as bad, maybe worse than anyone else; he can see it, feel it, taste it in the air that surrounds him, in the rapacious looks he levels him. He knows Buck wants him. He’s sure of it. So why can’t he just say it? Why can’t he just take it?
What is he waiting for? For Eddie to no longer be available? For the chance of having him to diminish to less than zero? Because that will simply never happen. Look at him, under some handsome stranger as he lets him take him home, swapping spit, grinding hips, and still he’s thinking of Buck.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
17 Nov 2025
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holy fucking hell this literally stopped my heart at least three times I'm speechless I'm screaming oh m6 god
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"It was a joke. I told Tommy I needed to up my protein and he said, you know, semen is high in protein, so – "
Buck gestures vaguely, shaking his head. Laughing at himself, a little self-consciously.
"Is it really?" Eddie says.
Bookmarked by summerlover (pvroxysmos)
17 Nov 2025
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gotta stick to the regimen meet macro goals