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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    "Carol knows in her heart that she shouldn’t pour herself another drink. The glass is sticky enough to remind her that she’s spilled the amber liquid over her own hands at least three times, and she’s licked them clean as if wasting a single drop of her favourite poison were a crime. If anyone could see her now, they would deem her pathetic, disgusting, hopeless. The fact that she can still feel the stinging shame of knowing that she’s exactly all those things makes her realize that she’s not drunk enough."
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    “You’re Carol, right? I’m Zosia. I hear you’ve had quite a day.”
    Carol scoffs, trying to conceal the cracks in her voice.
    “And it’s not even noon yet.”

     

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    the one where Carol struggles through loss, grief, addiction and trauma, doesn't ask for help, but gets it anyways.

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    11 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    forty days, eight hours, and thirty two minutes. that’s how long Carol went without hearing her own voice. well, forty one days, if you count the day they decided to leave.

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    Carol chooses the girl.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Zosia raises an eyebrow. “We never lied to you. I never lied to you.”

    “And I didn't either,” Carol says. “But you chose to leave out the truth so you could turn me into something you know I don’t want to be.”

    “So what did you do to me then?”

    There’s a moment where they just stare at each other, pain mirrored on both of their faces.

     

    or: carol and manousos manage to un-hive zosia. it goes as well as expected.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Turn me back. Please, please, Carol. Please, I want to go back!

    Carol reaches for Zosia, then doesn’t.

    “I don’t think that’s possible,” she says.

    Or: One more take on deplurb’d Zosia for your reading pleasure :)

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    03 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Can we give you anything, Carol?” Her voice had dropped, low and gravelly now, cracking slightly when she said her name. “Do you want something from us?”

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    carol doesn't want any help. and zosia? well, zosia just wants to give her what she needs.

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    30 Dec 2025