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There’s a reason Nat avoids physical touch.
She’s fine with sex, impersonal and fast, and she accepts the exuberant clash of her teammates when they win, but other than that she doesn't touch anyone and she doesn't let anyone touch her, either.
Because Nat is all burnt edges and hard lines and anger. She’s not made for tenderness, she isn't built to be held, or protected, or caressed. She couldn't tell you the last time someone hugged her, or held her just for the sake of holding her. And it's better that way, because deep down Nat thinks one gentle touch might break her completely.
Then along comes Lottie Matthews, all big brown eyes and faux-innocent expression, asking to fucking hug her and well.
It all just spirals from there.Touch adverse/touch starved Nat + five times Lottie touches her
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25 Jun 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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25 Jun 2025
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Natalie wakes up hungover in Jackie Taylor’s bathtub.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Either Frank’s acid has become spectacularly good since she tried it last, or Nat has completely lost her fucking mind.OR
It’s Friday, August 2nd, 1996: the summer after graduation is nearing an end, the Yellowjackets are in splinters, and Nat will never have another day if she can’t fix the one she’s already lived a hundred times.
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28 May 2025
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Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.
“Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.
Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”
Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.
“Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.
Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.
Not just hunger. Desperation.
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After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.
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“You gonna sing tonight?”
Nat scoffs. “No.”
“C’mon, it’s fun.”
“I’ll stick to writing songs and not singing them.”
“Come on,” Lottie says, leaning over to nudge Nat’s shoulder. “Singing is a great way to let out pent up feelings.”
Nat nods, watching Van gesture towards the audience of tables filled with other drunk people cheering and singing along, Tai among them, watching with obvious heart eyes.
That’s exactly what I’m afraid of.
“I’m good.”
Lottie puts her glass down on the table, empty. “Suit yourself.”
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Lottie Matthews spotted getting coffee with Taissa Turner and Shauna Shipman, potentially hinting at a Yellowjackets reunion?inside lottie’s walls @lottielvr
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OH MY GOD????louise @taisslut
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Yellowjackets reunion in our lord's year 2021 was NOT on my bingo card but I’ll take it oh my god??Series
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