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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    There’s a reason Nat avoids physical touch.
    She’s fine with sex, impersonal and fast, and she accepts the exuberant clash of her teammates when they win, but other than that she doesn't touch anyone and she doesn't let anyone touch her, either.
    Because Nat is all burnt edges and hard lines and anger. She’s not made for tenderness, she isn't built to be held, or protected, or caressed. She couldn't tell you the last time someone hugged her, or held her just for the sake of holding her. And it's better that way, because deep down Nat thinks one gentle touch might break her completely.
    Then along comes Lottie Matthews, all big brown eyes and faux-innocent expression, asking to fucking hug her and well.
    It all just spirals from there.

     

    Touch adverse/touch starved Nat + five times Lottie touches her

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    25 Jun 2025

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    “Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”

    “It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”

    “Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”

    Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”

    “…are you bisexual?”

    Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”

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    Or,

    A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.

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    6/7
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    25 Jun 2025

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    Natalie wakes up hungover in Jackie Taylor’s bathtub.
    Again.
    And again.
    And again.
    Either Frank’s acid has become spectacularly good since she tried it last, or Nat has completely lost her fucking mind.

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    It’s Friday, August 2nd, 1996: the summer after graduation is nearing an end, the Yellowjackets are in splinters, and Nat will never have another day if she can’t fix the one she’s already lived a hundred times.

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    4/5
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    28 May 2025

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    Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.

    “Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.

    Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”

    Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.

    “Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.

    Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.

    Not just hunger. Desperation.

    Or

    After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.

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    14/14
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    28 May 2025

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    “You gonna sing tonight?”

    Nat scoffs. “No.”

    “C’mon, it’s fun.”

    “I’ll stick to writing songs and not singing them.”

    “Come on,” Lottie says, leaning over to nudge Nat’s shoulder. “Singing is a great way to let out pent up feelings.”

    Nat nods, watching Van gesture towards the audience of tables filled with other drunk people cheering and singing along, Tai among them, watching with obvious heart eyes.

     

    That’s exactly what I’m afraid of.

     

    “I’m good.”

    Lottie puts her glass down on the table, empty. “Suit yourself.”

    <>

    Popbuzz @Popbuzz
    Lottie Matthews spotted getting coffee with Taissa Turner and Shauna Shipman, potentially hinting at a Yellowjackets reunion?

    inside lottie’s walls @lottielvr
    Replying to @Popbuzz
    OH MY GOD????

    louise @taisslut
    Replying to @Popbuzz
    Yellowjackets reunion in our lord's year 2021 was NOT on my bingo card but I’ll take it oh my god??

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    Chapters:
    31/40
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    28 May 2025

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    Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”

    Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—

    “I could do it.”

    Nat blinks. “What?”

    “If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”

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    28 May 2025

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    Natalie's life has been a rollercoaster of extreme lows and incredible highs. She makes meaningful friendships that run so deep in her she can't just throw them away. Not even after what Jackie said that one winter. Or when Natalie pulled the trigger that night and tried to push them all away. She's never known a sense of peace and yet, it's all she feels when she's around Lottie Matthews.

    Lottie Matthews life has been one of loneliness. Absent parents, voices only she can hear, and no meaningful connections. Her mind seems to be her enemy most days and she knows it'll never give her peace. So why does Natalie Scatorccio call her mind beautiful and says she can't sleep at night unless it's with Lottie?

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    28 May 2025

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    "Sure, she had tons of “friends,” those girls who would enthusiastically greet her in the halls and talk to her to seem cooler. And then there were the boys. A lot of them. She occasionally exchanged a few words with some, while they stared at her lips obsessively, thinking that would somehow make her want to kiss them. It never happened, by the way.

    She'd dated a few guys over the years, usually the ones not completely obsessed with her, and they always acted too polite, scared perhaps that a wrong move would ruin their reputation. But as soon as someone tried to take things further, she broke up with them. No explanations.

    In the end, popularity wasn't her favorite thing, but she knew how to manage it. Her father was proud of her, that was what mattered. No teacher ever dared to raise their voice to her, and the whole school hung on her every word.

    Well, almost everyone.

    The whole school, except for Natalie Scatorccio."

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    lottie is the most popular girl in school and has a reputation to uphold. nat is on the soccer team, she's a bit of a drug addict and doesn't have a good reputation. what will happen when nat winks at lottie and she blushes really hard? (lottie is hopeless)

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    28 May 2025

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    24 May 2025

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    Wednesday Addams and Enid Sinclair. Best friends for life. But what if they both wanted more? What if neither of them was willing to risk the friendship? What if Enid's Werewolf physiology threw a monkey wrench directly into the center of their budding romance?

    "Hey Wednesday?"

    "yes Enid?"

    "I need you to have sex with me."

    "...Excuse me?"

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    28 Apr 2025

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    Nat is roaming through her pockets for a lighter when a small flame starts dancing in front of her. The brunette has gotten closer, only a few inches between the two of them. She’s lighting Nat’s cigarette now, her face dangerously close. Her deep, dark eyes wander across the blonde’s face, and that’s when she says, her voice low and heavy, “I’m so much more than you think, Natalie.”

    or:

    “I… I don’t know what any of this means.”
    “You kissed me, so you must know something.”

    or:

    Nat is new at Wiskayok High School. Lottie is the tutor appointed to help her catch up with the program. Things don’t start well, and will probably only get worse.

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    Chapters:
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    10 Feb 2025

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    She was shoving her cleats into her locker when Lottie —fucking— Matthews rolled up with a paper flower in hand.

    "Hey." Lottie smiled like she wanted to, but also like she was holding back because of the bloodthirsty staredown Nat had just given her. "Sorry they're being assholes. You were great today."

    Then she handed her the flower and left. It had French words scribbled across one side and pink highlighter on the other, and the tip was ripped like the girl had just torn her class notes in half to make the stupid thing.

    She smiled to herself. Lottie fucking Matthews.

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    10 Feb 2025

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    Ever since arriving in Forks, Rosalie Hale had stubbornly refused to acknowledge the presence of her newfound human mate. It wasn't until Edward uncharacteristically blurted out, "She's going to do it tonight," that she stopped and realized that even though she wanted nothing more than to be human again, not everyone shared her sentiments.

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    26 Dec 2024

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    “You lack critical thinking skills. C–.”

    Rosalie Hale’s eyes narrowed dangerously at that. She was going to make Bella Swan regret ever writing those comments on her term paper.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Three weeks. Twenty one days since the Cullens left. Five hundred hours since he left her alone in the woods with nothing but a broken heart and a promise that it would be as if they never existed.
    Needless to say, it came as quite a shock when Bella walked into the cafeteria on Monday and saw that the table in the corner was occupied.

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    Chapters:
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    13 Dec 2024

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    if there’s ever been a single instance where a giant glowing sign in the sky announces things could have gone so much worse! well, this is it. congratulations, yellowjackets, pack it all up.

    or: misty never destroys the black box, rescue comes in a timely matter, almost nobody dies, and jackie and shauna are in love, but they don't know it yet.

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    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
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    94,966

    28 Nov 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    I first noticed how much of a weird morning was when Bianca didn't even reply to my taunts, instead looking me with a disgusting neutral face that she has. After a couple of seconds and a few snaps in front of her face she "woke up" from her distant strange sleep.
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    Wednesday gets a new power in the middle of the night, and doesn't know how to control it.

    Read the tags.

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    25,047

    14 Nov 2024

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    Enid does what only Enid can do and befriends the monster hiding under her bed. Watch their strange relationship unfold.

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    Comments:
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    14 Nov 2024

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    And the flashing lights of the paparazzi are blinding, aggressive, she knows that their faces will be splashed across the internet within the next day with each outlet’s own spin. Their own story and opinion. But nobody can see Enid’s hand resting on the small of her back and nobody can see Wednesday lean into it.

    Nobody knows the true story, that Wednesday Addams wouldn’t mind being in love with a girl, if it didn’t mean being in love with Enid Sinclair. And Enid Sinclair wouldn’t mind being in love with Wednesday Addams, if it didn’t mean being in love with a girl.

    OR

    Celebrity au where Enid is a model, turned actress, tasked with bringing the newest protagonist in the Viper De La Muerte series to life, in the franchises newest movie.

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    Chapters:
    9/10
    Comments:
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    39,364

    13 Nov 2024

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    Wednesday is sick of Tyler’s unwanted advances and offerings towards her, so she tells on him to Enid, who protects her by telling Tyler that Wednesday is already taken—by her.

    That would be fine, except it isn’t true. Until it is.

    Shenanigans ensue.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    216
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    1,778
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    43,829

    13 Nov 2024

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