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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    There is something impossible and bright growing in Naim’s chest, like someone has reached inside him and shone a light in him, warm and all consuming. Ryan is dazzling, pink cheeked and white gold in the light, run down converse and a soft mouth, his calloused hand in Naim’s.

    A series of firsts.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ryan kicks off his shoes and then he’s crowding Naim against the couch, lips burning like sun-soaked December. He kisses the slope of his jaw, his cheek, the side of his mouth. Naim is breathless trying to keep up. He tangles his fingers in Ryan’s hair and tugs—anything to slow the love spilling out of his mouth.

    “Ryan—” Naim can only breathe and moan into Ryan’s mouth, pressing their bruised lips together over and over and over. He curls one hand around Ryan’s left bicep and he twitches in his pants. He’d be a lot more embarrassed if this didn’t happen every day.

    When Ryan finally pulls away, their lips are still centimeters apart. He smiles, soft and pretty and unbearably fond. “You hungry?” He asks.

    Naim nods. Fucking starving.

    (ryan, naim, and their flat in paris.)

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    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    naim leaves town and ryan doesnt. a few years later, naim gets an invitation to his mom's funeral and has to come home. they find eachother again and catch up

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    he wasn't sure when he started putting on a show for the other boy, just that naim was always there to watch.

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    jock ryan x nerd naim have a close call in the locker rooms.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    23 Jul 2026