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It’s selfish, Dazai knows, but he doesn’t want Chuuya to give up his search. He doesn’t want Chuuya to move on. Even if it means Dazai has to be more careful not to get caught, even if it means he has to hide forever, he never wants Chuuya to stop looking for him.
or, snippets of Dazai’s two years in hiding, aka still obsessing over Chuuya—but in secret.
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- Part 2 of be gay, do crime
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20 May 2026
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Your hands are cold like Russian winter by uneknxw
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Apr 2026
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"Find your soul in the chilling cold and your trembling hands, let the breeze remind you that you are alive."
Dazai Osamu, escaping from his problems ends up in Russian land, where he finds out that guns are not the only thing he is a master at. His ability with strategy opens him a door on a new path: chess.
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04 Apr 2026
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The dead of night keeps good secrets. by onegiantaxe_mina
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Mar 2026
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"They are so afraid of hurt that they do not recognize affection when it kisses them on the lips."
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When the Dragon's Head Conflict began, the two teenage prodigies of the Port Mafia were acting... strangely about each other. Of course, Dazai and Chuuya always detested each other, but this was even stranger. Accidents and feelings tended to make teenagers act pretty strange. But what could have occurred to send this mess spinning into action, right around the formation of the infamous Double Black?
Well, maybe there had been a party. And maybe Dazai had gotten pretty drunk.
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25 Mar 2026
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As the fireworks explode above them, Chuuya realizes two things. One, he's in love, and two, it's too late.
—Or, the one in which Dazai starts dating someone and Chuuya has an epiphany.
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08 Mar 2026
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Dazai’s swaying slightly on his feet, one hand clutching the doorframe for support. His eyes look darker than usual, unfocused and uncovered by a stupid bandage. His hair is disheveled and messy, sticking out at odd angles. Most concerning of all is the red stain covering the front of his shirt.
“The fuck happened—”
The words have barely left Chuuya's mouth when Dazai surges forward, forcing his way through the door. Rough hands grab his face and his eyes widen as Dazai closes the gap between them.
or, Dazai shows up at Chuuya’s door in the middle of the night, covered in blood, looking for comfort, and not wanting to talk about it. Chuuya only finds out why after it’s too late.
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- Part 1 of be gay, do crime
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01 Mar 2026
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What's Your Name? by Wellthathappened (Cataclysmic_Calamity)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Sep 2020
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"I said, what's your name?"
Dazai snaps to attention to see that Chuuya is staring right at him, and suddenly his mouth feels like sandpaper.
Jesus. Who has eyes like that?!
“Ozai—"
“Huh?”
“Dazoo—"
“I’m sorry, what?”
“Dazai Osamu.”
Sometimes--the worst introductions can last a lifetime.
(High school AU, slice of life, growing up together.)
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26 Feb 2026
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It can’t end like this. Atsushi has mere minutes left, maybe less, and he can’t die listening to Akutagwa’s scolding and insults. Comfort has never come easily to Akutagwa, but he has to try. Atsushi deserves that much, at least.
But Akutagawa can’t think of what to say. He can’t tell Atsushi that it’s fine, that he’ll be okay, or any of those trite, hollow reassurances. It’s not okay, and perhaps it never will be again — not without Atsushi.
In his last moments, bloody and painful though they are, Atsushi deserves better than lies. So Akutagawa instead settles on the deepest truth he knows. Perhaps, here and now, the only truth.
“You can’t die, you useless overgrown cat,” Akutagawa snarls, half-choking on a sob. “I love you, so you can’t die. Not when I love you.”
Thinking Atsushi is dying in his arms, Akutagawa confesses his love, knowing he’ll never have another chance.
But of course Atsushi, always the thorn in Akutagawa’s side, does something wholly unexpected.
He survives.
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12 Feb 2026