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Comforter by Alakazamboni
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Oct 2025
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Yoshiki comforts Hikaru after he's had a nightmare.
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- Part 2 of Yoshikaru Week 2025
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- 1/1
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12 Feb 2026
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Refractions Divide the Colors by Alakazamboni
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
26 Oct 2025
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Rain reminds Yoshiki of the night he found Hikaru's body, but it reminds Hikaru of being alive for the first time.
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- Part 1 of Yoshikaru Week 2025
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12 Feb 2026
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A Splash of Water by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
20 Dec 2025
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“Yoshiki, put it in,” Hikaru whines, needy.
It’s almost enough to override Yoshiki’s plans. Almost.
Hikaru is too beautiful this way – so mouth-wateringly enticing.
But Yoshiki has just enough residual embarrassment and pettiness to hold on to his self control.
“You do it.”
“Huh?” Hikaru huffs. “But I want you.”
Hikaru doesn’t have any shame, but he has his own buttons and his own weaknesses – and one of them is Yoshiki. Being denied Yoshiki’s touch? Yoshiki figures that’s good enough payback for Hikaru’s overzealous behavior.
“You said I could do whatever I wanted to you, didn’t you?” Yoshiki reminds him.
Hikaru shifts his weight, stalling – but eventually, he relents.
“Fine,” Hikaru says, petulantly – reaching behind himself.
But Yoshiki moves first, circling Hikaru’s wrists and holding them gently against the bed.
“Not with your fingers,” he swallows, trying to keep his voice steady – low and commanding. “Use your insides.”
Hikaru pushes Yoshiki to his absolute limits – in pursuit of finding new ways to please him. And Yoshiki gives as good as he gets.
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- Part 2 of Heliotrope AU
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09 Feb 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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- 23/23
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09 Feb 2026
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Just Seven Minutes by orphan_account
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
24 Oct 2025
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“Waddaya wanna do?”
“Talk.”
‘Hikaru’ smiles, “About what?”
Yoshiki presses his back to the closet door, “Why're ya asking me?”
“...‘Cause I don't really wanna talk.”
Yoshiki, Maki, Yuuki, and Asako spend the night at 'Hikarus' house and decide seven minutes in heaven would be a fun game to pass the time. But when Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' take things too far, there's nothing left to do but feel.
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01 Feb 2026