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• you do it to yourself (and that's what really hurts) by rhealynx

  Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

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  • Work in Progress

  13 Sep 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli & George Russell
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli & Oscar Piastri
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli & Lando Norris
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli & Max Verstappen
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli & Lewis Hamilton
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli
  • George Russell (Formula 1 RPF)
  • Oscar Piastri
  • Lando Norris
  • Max Verstappen
  • Lewis Hamilton (Formula 1 RPF)
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • kinda ironic tag for a fic like this
  • Eating Disorders
  • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
  • Purging
  • Fainting
  • Self-Harm
  • Cutting
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Confrontations
  • Hurt Andrea Kimi Antonelli
  • Andrea Kimi Antonelli Needs a Hug
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Author is Projecting
  • Author Projecting Onto Andrea Kimi Antonelli
  • this is not a real tag
  • but i'm gonna make it one
  • Mental Health Issues
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • it gets so much worse actually
  • Sorry Not Sorry
  • 2025 Formula 1 Season
  • everything is made up
  • so it doesn't actually matter
  • Title from a Radiohead Song
  • no beta we die like my sleep schedule

  Summary

  He knew he wasn't fun to be around. It was something inevitable, since he could never seem to cheer up nowadays. People didn't like being around so much negativity, and he knew better, than to force his company onto others. After all, he wouldn't want to hang out with himself either.

  or

  Kimi gets into Formula One and realizes, that running from his problems will eventually just make things worse.

  Language:

  English

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