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Alternatively titled "If Just One of You Fuckers Actually Communicated the Mindscape Wouldn't Be On Fire and God Wouldn't Have Yeeted Himself to the Next Dimension."
A story about the consequences of dividing yourself and calling that moral, and the pain that comes from spending so long living inauthentically, told through the epics of parts of Character!Thomas' personality. In which everyone has donated their brain cells, everyone has angst, and everyone has made some pretty stupid decisions.
None of the current installments have it, but this series will deal heavily in child sexual abuse, and against my will selfcest sprouted. There will be an alternative version available eventually without those taboo subjects, but it's lower priority and, admittedly, inferior in quality to the more triggering version.
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28 Mar 2026
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Maybe the worst part is that Janus doesn’t really care that he knows it’s wrong. He’s all too aware of the consequences of his actions, the fact that he really shouldn’t be doing this, perusing this, acting like this. But he doesn’t care, and that’s probably what makes him a bad person.
Patton is infinitely sweet, he's a good person. Janus knows he isn't. He's barely even a human. He knows. And he doesn't care. He doesn't have the strength. Patton is solid, and warm, and real. Patton is everything Janus could never be. Maybe that's why Janus finds him so arousing. He just can't resist.
Or, Janus realises he might care. Maybe just a little bit. Maybe a lot.
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- Part 1 of 'laurel hell' verse
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19 Mar 2026
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The world fades to black.
And then... eyes open to bright hospital lights.
Goddamnit. He wasn't supposed to wake up.
Now Janus is stuck with a foster family, consisting of an overbearing loudmouth foster brother, a terrifyingly tall nerd parent, and a fully grown adult emo on anxiety meds as the other parent, who are determined to keep him alive no matter what he does or says. Fantastic! it's JUST what he wanted.
Series
- Part 1 of Try Again AU
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- English
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- 239,065
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- 57/57
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17 Mar 2026
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Roman is ready for a new school year and is determined to make the best of it despite one new nerdy roommate and one who hates him for seemingly no reason. But Roman's dreams of a normal year get farther and farther away as memories and people from his past reappear and the wounds Roman was sure scarred over open again. As much as he tries to hide it, Roman's new roommate is too observant for his own good.
And no matter how hard he tries to run, the past always seems to catch up.
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Logan's new boisterous roommate seems like he's more than meets the eye, Virgil's new housing situation traps him between the past and present, and Patton's new roommates have secrets and now Patton does too.
Complete!
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16 Mar 2026
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Why could no one see the Vision?
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After the events of 'Why is Dating Scary?', Janus notices that Roman hasn't been around quite as often. And, after a while, he realizes he's the only one who can notice Roman at all. Shocked by the revelation, and even more shocked at Roman's nonchalance towards the matter, the two of them are launched on a journey together as begrudging companions. With tensions still high, will they be able to put aside their differences or will Roman fade away for good?OR
Who knew that confronting your famILY was easier with a snake in your boot?
Bookmarked by rhyesse
16 Mar 2026