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for Rin, he's caught in a cycle of abandonment, each instance reopening an old wound.
Being called “lukewarm” by Sae, someone Rin idolized, left a scar deeper than just rivalry. It wasn't just about football — it was about being seen, valued, loved. Sae not even looking back symbolized more than physical distance; it was emotional severance. Rin’s entire drive, identity, and ambition were reshaped by that rejection.
Then came Kaiser, someone who, unlike Sae, didn't stand above Rin but beside him. Kaiser, with his cocky grin and unapologetic energy, became the first to treat Rin as a true equal, not a shadow. In that chaos, Rin found warmth again — not from admiration, but connection. Friendship.
But to have Kaiser leave too, silently, without goodbye, reopened that same wound. Only this time, it hurt differently. Because Rin let himself hope again. And when hope is shattered a second time, it begins to feel like a pattern… like he is the problem.
Rin isn’t just upset, he’s questioning his worth. Was he not enough for Sae? Not enough for Kaiser? Why does everyone he lets in walk away?
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One bound by reverence is as erasable as the morning dew.
Discarded and exiled from his birth land, it was Morax who gave him a new chance and a new purpose in life. He was pardoned and reborn under His kindness, flourishing as His loyal commander.
He is Morax’s loyal weapon.
However, taken as a hostage and racing against an irreversible decision, a thought flees through Childe's mind, crumbling down the last defense of his highly-guarded heart.
Even after all of this time, his desire to be loved remains.
To be adored and regarded as a precious being, not as a weapon nor the monster people deem him to be, but just… Ajax.
Ajax, who is worthy of love and affection.
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(“With this, everyone is in disfavor of rescuing Adeptus Childe.” Moon Carver solemnly declares.)
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15 May 2026
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the Emperor's affection by exhaustedpillow for AriaUndine
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
16 Jan 2022
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When he’s dispatched to Liyue as one of the Snezhnaya’s emissaries for the annual Teyvat Grand Balls, Childe never thought that he would attract the attention of the Emperor of Liyue himself.
Or winning his affection, really.
Who would’ve thought that Zhongli likes peculiar omega?
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Semi-modern, noble A/B/O AU where Zhongli is the purebred alpha with the title as the Emperor of Liyue, and Childe is the feisty, influential, omega Duke of Snezhnaya who is also one of the Harbingers. Zhongli has his eyes on Childe and he doesn't intend on letting him go so easily.
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15 May 2026
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“You know that Dragons of my kind don’t do this kind of things, usually? You must confound with those creatures from Mondstadt.”
“We know,” Pantalone said. “And it’s not a Dragon we’re searching, but you. Your name is in the legends, and you are our last hope.”----------------
By contract, Morax is asked to keep an eye on Tartaglia, 11th Prince of the Harbinger dynasty, keep him locked in a castle. An easy contract... until Morax wishes to be the White Knight that would deliver Tartaglia from his claws, and until Tartaglia reveal him... he has a promise to hold and nothing can stop him from doing it.
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14 May 2026
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yesterday’s flower by exhaustedpillow for MaviSupernova
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Aug 2022
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When his body suddenly undergoes intense and immense pain on one random night, Childe never expects that he'll be diagnosed with Hanahaki.
Isn’t it enough that he’s inadvertently used as a pawn in a game that he thought he owned? Isn’t it more than enough that he has to bear the shame and humiliation from believing that Zhongli can be a good alpha for him?“To remove the flower, you have to wait until it becomes a flower.”
“I want it to be gone as soon as possible, so you better make sure that the medicine works, Baizhu.”Bookmarked by riellqv
14 May 2026
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Childe had an odd affiliation with the ocean since he was a child and while it could be blamed on the fact that he came from a small village by the sea it was akin to coming home.
He recalls the many tales his grandmother had passed down. An unpredictable curse that befell their family every couple generations. He remembers sitting by her feet in her small cottage, her lap layered knitted blankets as he rested his head against it and she would untangle the mess of curls on his head with a patient hand.
“Ajax” she would begin, “every hundred or so years there would come a child from our family who is born with bright red hair and green eyes. As they grew, they would fall in love with the ocean. Forgetting their family and freinds, forgetting their home, and eventually forgetting themselves. Then, once they reach adulthood they would disappear never to be seen again”
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Or so she said
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