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• holding your hand (because its the only time i can, and the last i ever will) by ruediohead

  Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  09 Oct 2023

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Fyodor Dostoyevsky/Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Fyodor Dostoyevsky & Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • post episode 11
  • Mourning
  • Background Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya
  • Nikolai Gogol-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Angst
  • Just angst
  • no comfort
  • Season 5 Spoilers

  Summary

  As Nikolai watched the helicopter crash into Meursault, with Fyodor inside, stabbed through the gut and coughing up blood, he was completely frozen in place. He couldn’t move, couldn’t call out, couldn’t even use his ability. But honestly, there wasn’t really anything he could do but watch.

  Or, how Nikolai mourns his dearest friend and worst enemy.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  892

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  14

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• dottore makes the world's worst ham sandwich by ruediohead

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  13 Aug 2022

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Il Dottore & Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
  • based on a twitter thread
  • dottore tries self care
  • he fails
  • pantalone laughs
  • absolute crack
  • No beta we die like Signora

  Summary

  In retrospect, Pantalone knew it was a terrible idea. Asking il Dottore, the man notorious for cloning himself so he doesn't have to do menial tasks, to make and eat lunch was a mission doomed from the start.

  //

  he asks anyways

  Series

  • Part 4 of hoyoverse put dottore in-game now pls

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  474

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  56

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  587

• Purge My Urges (Shame, Shame, Shame) by ruediohead

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  17 May 2022

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Il Dottore & Pierro (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • Pierro (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore-centric (Genshin Impact)
  • dottore becoming a harbinger
  • Pale Flame lore
  • dottore has ocd but i have ocd too
  • dottore at the academia
  • i hate the letter part but oh well
  • taking my ocd and giving it to dottore
  • probably ooc pierro
  • and ooc dottore
  • but i don’t really care lol
  • gonna make this a tag:
  • Il Dottore Has OCD (Genshin Impact)
  • i will be monitoring
  • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
  • AUTHOR HAS DIAGNOSED OCD
  • self indulgent/vent-y (not venti)
  • generally pathetic little meow meow dottore

  Summary

  A young man’s expulsion, and how he copes with it.

   

  ft my dottore ocd headcanon
  title basically stolen from “alien blues” by vundabar bc i connect it to my ocd

  Series

  • Part 3 of hoyoverse put dottore in-game now pls

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,473

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  61

  Bookmarks:

  3

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• Return to the Liyue Institute of Toy Research by ruediohead

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  11 May 2022

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Il Dottore & Traveler (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • Traveler (Genshin Impact)
  • Paimon (Genshin Impact)
  • Gender-Neutral Pronouns for Traveler (Genshin Impact)
  • dottore likes scaring the shit out of people
  • my super specific dottore ocd headcanon makes an appearance!
  • Dottore is from Fontaine
  • post-chasm pre-sumeru
  • theyre in a lab and dottore is terrifying
  • i should be doing school stuff... but no
  • dottore in game once devs are ok
  • one line i google translated to french because i don't want to talk to french people
  • dottore-typical medical stuff
  • that should probably be a tag by now but whatever
  • childe and scaramouche are mentioned for being dottore's personal nightmares
  • domain from childe's story quest except i dont remember like anything about what it looked like

  Summary

  After Paimon's incessant nagging finally gets to the Traveler, they return to the lab Childe took them to with Teucer. They might be in for more than they bargained for

  Series

  • Part 2 of hoyoverse put dottore in-game now pls

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,494

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  31

  Bookmarks:

  1

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  410

• Labrats by ruediohead

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  24 Apr 2022

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • dottore & traveler
  • Diluc & Traveler (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • Traveler (Genshin Impact)
  • Diluc (Genshin Impact)
  • Kaeya (Genshin Impact)
  • Jean (Genshin Impact)
  • Amber (Genshin Impact)
  • Lisa (Genshin Impact)
  • hypothetical dottore introduction
  • author is noticably horny for dottore
  • Ludi Harpastum
  • this is almost 3.5k words of set up for a single line of dialogue
  • im just thinking with my dick here
  • not beta read id rather die
  • Gender Neutral Traveler

  Summary

  Il Dottore has seemingly returned to Mondstadt for this year's Ludi Harpastum. How will he react to the Traveler and Diluc meddling in his affairs?

  I'm only slightly ashamed of how fast I wrote this after conceptualizing it

  Series

  • Part 1 of hoyoverse put dottore in-game now pls

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,340

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  30

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  440