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love letters: from me to you by ruindevil
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
10 Oct 2025
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These are the remnants of us - the things I couldn’t and shouldn’t tell you, and, well…
The things I wouldn’t have, either way.
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In a city overrun with crime, Isagi Yoichi keeps running headfirst into trouble - and the masked stranger who takes a keen interest in him.
Chapter 7, Part 1 | Chapter 7, Part 2 (updated 15 Feb 2025)
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01 Nov 2025
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10 easy recipes for when you feel so lonely you could die by ganache
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
29 Jul 2023
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Bachira Meguru's collection of recipes.
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24 Oct 2025
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Isagi Yoichi has plenty on his plate - juggling a degree abroad, a tight student budget, and a new part-time job looking after the three-year old daughter of a well-off German family. Trying to stay grounded as he tussles with the loss of the familiar and the creeping self-doubt about whether any of his big life decisions were the right ones, the last thing he needs is more reasons to lose sleep at night.
Enter his charge's older brother, Michael Kaiser.
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- Part 1 of blue period
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21 Oct 2025
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'“Kaiser,” he starts to say, “I’m sorry if I’m overstepping, but are you really okay?”
And he’s not sure, even afterwards, what it is that makes this his breaking point.
Whether it’s the fact that he’s so far away from home, feeling like he’s unmoored himself from reality in this surreal, unfamiliar place, or whether he’s just so tired, so defenceless without the fire burning through him and its fumes obscuring the things he does not want to handle.
He’s not sure, if it’s because Isagi is the farthest thing from a friend or the closest thing he has to familiarity right now, but he hears himself say, “My father died,” out loud, for the first time since he got the news.'
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sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you have been ruined - ocean vuong
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20 Oct 2025
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“You don’t have to worry about me.”
But Nagi does. Because Isagi’s so self destructive. Because in the desperate attempt to get stronger, in any and all ways, he’ll tear down himself and hurt himself. Because he’s so against asking for help, because he’s so egotistical, Nagi worries.
aka: the 5 times Nagi worries about Isagi, and the 1 time Isagi lets him.
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- Part 12 of ngis collection
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19 Oct 2025