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TW (Trigger Warning ⚠️) // Mentions of suicide and drowning.
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She commits suicide by drowning whilst Stray Kids (Ex) plays through her speaker.
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Chan professing his love for Felix at his school’s talent show. Oh, and they’re best friends.
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a song in hwang hyunjin’s ‘melancholy’ playlist begins to play and he sings along.
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Best Friend My Ass by Eullee
Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022)
04 Aug 2025
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“Stop staring at my legs,” Rain said with a lazy smile, his voice teasing. “I’m not a dessert.”
Phayu’s gaze dragged slowly up, dark and hungry as he stepped closer. He leaned in until his arms were braced on either side of Rain’s head against the backrest, caging him in. His lips brushed against Rain’s ear, breath warm and low.
“I’d eat you out like you are, baby,” he murmured.
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04 Jul 2026
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“I might be a little ahead of myself,” Felix admonishes. “You are gay, aren’t you?”
”Uh, yeah. Well- bi. But yes. It- ah, it’s new.” Chan said, kind of on autopilot. His mind was still reeling hearing that apparently half the dance department knew him specifically for his music. He felt light headed.
“Hm,” Felix mused, taking a sip of his drink. “Just wanted to make sure.”
And then the other half of what Felix was saying hit him. Like a truck.
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Recently out as bisexual Chan finds himself enthralled with his classmate, Felix. What he doesn't expect is that Felix might have similar feelings for him.
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28 Jun 2026
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Chan audibly gulped when his eyes fell on the last man.
He was the shortest of the group, was the first thought to appear in his mind. The second, fuck, he’s unfairly hot. And objectively, he was. His silver and blue hair with the undercut on the side, let alone his shoulders that were wider than the bloody Grand Canyon. Metaphorically speaking. And Jesus, his waist. His arms! Even wrapped in a leather jacket, it was glaringly obvious that the man took pride in his physical appearance and the physical requirements to keep it looking this droolworthy. Because he was – droolworthy, that is. Chan wanted to die between his pecs. He couldn’t see his thighs from here, but he assumed he would want to die between them as well. What a way it would be to go too.
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to mark the exact moment in time that Christopher Chahn Bahng has left this mortal plane. Unfortunately, he did not die between that gorgeous man’s pecs or thighs as he wished but instead was marked as DOA due to extenuating circumstances. Those circumstances being seeing that attractive man’s equally impressive ass wrapped in tight leather pants. Time of Death – 6:58 PM KST. Yep.
Chan was a fucking goner.
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24 Jun 2026
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People are flirting with Felix’s husband, something he doesn’t like very much.
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20 Jun 2026
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Chan, a member of the idol group 3RACHA, accidentally texts the wrong number in an attempt to book something for the team. Where he should've blocked the number, he gets very intrigued by the fact that said person doesn’t want to believe it was actually him. He could’ve passed it on, acted like it didn’t happen, but somewhere in Chan’s gut told him to just prove it to the person.
Felix isn't up for playing funny games, especially not when he gets a suspicious message from someone pretending to be a 3RACHA member, a group he's a fan of. However, soon that turns for the better. With messages and a picture of said guy he didn’t think was actually texting him, it all becomes too real. So much so that Felix doesn’t actually know what to do with himself anymore.
In unwritten messages and secret relationships, Chan and Felix learn what it's like to be themselves, especially when the world could be watching.
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07 Jun 2026