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Murakami Eats Alone (On his birthday) by samwi
Fandoms: 上京生活録イチジョウ | Jokyou Seikatsuroku Ichijou | Life in Tokyo Ichijou (Manga), 賭博黙示録カイジ | Tobaku Mokushiroku Kaiji | Ultimate Survivor Kaiji (Anime & Manga)
22 May 2026
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After Ichijou losses at "The Bog" his absence means something to Murakami. This one-shot takes place in Murakami's birthday.
A long day of nothing after a week of nothing… Could mean anything at all? The table feels empty, the apartment feels empty. Everything that you used feels empty.
Oh, Ichijou, would you laugh if you see me like this and call me a moron like you used to?
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When did pain and joy become indistinguishable?
When did love — dull, dazzling, unbearable — grow so difficult to name?
When did time stop healing and begin to deepen what we could not understand?Answers will come.
More questions will follow.
Yet none of them matter if they cannot be felt with you.Ode to Sorrow is an invitation — to live an entire lifetime between pages,
to witness the brief and tragic echo of a love that arrived too late.