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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    The smell of blood hits Lan Zhan before he even steps inside. Wei Ying, his sweet, sweet boy, stands over Jin Zixun’s unmoving body, a knife hanging slack in his blood-slicked hand.

    Lan Zhan does not ask a single thing. Stepping forward, he wraps his fingers around the knife, and eases it from Wei Ying’s trembling grip.

    “Tell them I did it,” Lan Zhan says. “Tell them that it was me.”

    Wei Ying can only stare as Lan Zhan proceeds to smear the blood all over himself, a sorrowful smile ghosting over his handsome features.

    The words go unspoken in the air: I love you too much to ever let you bear the weight of your own sins.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “You never forget?”

    “No,” Shane breathes out. “No, I never forget.”

    Except Ilya does.

    He forgets his wedding ring.

    And Shane notices.

    Or: Shane gets stuck inside his own head when Ilya forgets his wedding ring.

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    19 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya doesn’t go to the cottage. It’s the worst mistake he’s ever made.

    Or: Neither Shane’s injury nor Scott’s bravery change Ilya’s mind, and he goes through with breaking things off. A brutal combination of realizing how deep his desire for Shane runs and witnessing a stranger get far too close to Shane has Ilya spiraling like never before.

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    19 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    The season was already half over and he and Shane had little to show for it on the scoreboards or elsewhere. Just months of scattered texts piling up. Brief, pent-up phone midnight calls. Illicitly swapped pics that were becoming frightfully more frequent. And god, Ilya’s hand hadn’t ached like this since he was teenager just learning how his dick worked.

    Not playing with his team was enough of an insult. But his inability to get off properly? That was the real injury.

    or, Ilya misses Shane a little too much, and its taking it’s toll.

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    18 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    That’s all Ilya wanted. Shane’s attention.

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    18 Jan 2026