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    “You know, I could marry Svetlana,” Ilya said, apropos of nothing.

    Shane looked up from his phone, frowning.

    “To get an American passport,” Ilya went on, casual as anything, like they were talking about travel plans or a trade rumor. Not Shane’s worst nightmare. “It would be like a business agreement. She would do it.”

    “Okay,” Shane said slowly, already hearing the faint crack in his voice. “Sure. A business agreement. But…It’s not like you could just fake it. You’d have to live with her. She would get to come home to you.”

    “Yes, but it would be like roommates,” Ilya said. “We could still be this-” he gestured loosely between them, like that explained everything. “She wouldn’t mind.”

    “She’d be your wife, Ilya.”

    The word was like a lash, even to his own ears.

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    What if the "I could marry Svetlana" scene and Ilya being LOST in the sauce sex scene had a baby? And that baby was angst + comfort + shower sex?

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “You want specifics? Okay. I am thinking about putting you where I want you,” Ilya finally admits, a burning gaze fixed on him. “On the mat. In a position I choose. And you hold it like the good boy you are, keeping your form exactly where I put it. Because you have best fucking form in whole NHL. I think about making you listen. About deciding when you move, how you move. I am thinking of sucking your dick on your favorite mat, moya lyubov. Thinking about ruining your mat and ruining you,”

    Jesus Christ.

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    or: Shane Hollander is unknowingly ruining his husband workout sessions. Ilya does something about it.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “I want you to keep surprising me like that. Makes everything good boring. Makes me love boring. I want more selfies at captain desk by tomorrow." Ilya said.

    He wanted to please Ilya the way Ilya always pleased him. Selfishly wanted to be the one and only one who made his days, who surprised him the same way Ilya surprised him every single morning like he was the only thing that mattered in the whole big world. He wasn’t natural to that. Not like Ilya. But he wanted to make Ilya feel this good.

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    or: A silly selfie leads to on-ice teasing, a much needed conversation, and a very thorough nipple play night..
    Shane learns that sometimes the best way to be brave is to let go.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Ilya is not the kind of person who gets attached to people he pays.

    Unfortunately, Shane exists.

    Or: debt-ridden escort Shane keeps taking worse clients. Ilya is one of them, and he develops a deeply inconvenient crush about it.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend to rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”

    Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.

    Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.

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    12 Apr 2026