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  1. Public Bookmark 16

    relearning everything by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

    05 Nov 2025

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    Pedri’s in a toxic relationship before he comes to Barcelona and he swears off guys and love after that.
    Enter Ferran Torres who shatters all his walls, brick by brick.

     

    EDIT: reuploaded chapter 3 because of a glitch that deleted like 7k words from the chap 😭

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    05 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 19

    So High School by

    Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

    01 Jun 2025

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    Football wasn’t just a game to Ferran. It was structured. It was noise he could control. It was the only place where pain made sense. Being captain wasn’t about status. It was survival.

    It was how he kept the pieces of himself from slipping out of place. On the field, people listened when he spoke. They followed. They trusted him to lead. And maybe that’s all he ever really wanted, to feel like someone who mattered in a world that kept trying to forget him.

    So the new kid, Pedri, with his clean reputation and effortless skill, was a threat.

    And Ferran didn’t take well to threats.

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    15 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 19

    the way things move. by for facesblurry

    Fandoms: FC Barcelona - Fandom  

    11 Dec 2025

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    Pedri and Ferran first meet in 2019 to do an ad for Leader Brock. Ferran is loud. Pedri is quiet. At first, Pedri is a little scared off by his energetic personality. But after seeing just how broken Ferran becomes, Pedri finds himself starting to care about his new teammate. Slowly nursing him back towards his old self, Pedri and Ferran become friends. Then best friends. Then something else that they're both too scared to say aloud.

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    14 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

    No basta con entenderte tanto by

    Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

    01 Jan 2026

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    Ferran y Pedri se aman, pero el amor no siempre sigue las reglas de lo que otros esperan. Mientras uno aprende a navegar el deseo sin presionar, el otro explora su identidad con miedo, dudas, y finalmente, confianza.

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    10 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 16

    they see right through me by

    Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

    20 Sep 2025

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    “No man can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude, without finally getting bewildered as to which one may be true.”

    OR
    How traditions and other peoples’ expectations destroy relationships and how you get them back.

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    22 Sep 2025