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Shane stares at the fabric in his hands and takes a deep breath. He’ll never hear the fucking end of it if he wears this thing out. He’ll never hear the end of it if he doesn’t.
Lose-lose, really.
A whoop sounds out behind him as Shane slips the jersey over his head. It sits awkwardly, though he can’t tell if that’s because the material is brand new or because his body won’t relax. It’s hot, as if the fabric lettering on the back is branding his skin. As if he’ll take off the jersey and be marked for life:
ROZANOV. 81.Shane wears Ilya's jersey out in public. Ilya has very strong feelings about it.
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04 Jul 2026
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Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.
He stands at the entrance a beat too long.
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It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.
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30 Mar 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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23 Mar 2026
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This is essentially just shameless smut picking up where the show leaves off with Tobias and Gabin kissing on stage. Featuring Gabin's obvious praise kink and Tobias' bizarre (yet effective) form of dirty talk.
"Gabin is good at sex, good at getting what he wants and leaving his partners wanting more, but he is putty in Tobias’ hands, as eager to follow him here as he is in the rehearsal room."
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19 May 2025
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"Gabin must be pointedly ignoring it. That’s gotta be it, right? Because frankly, there’s no other believable reasoning except for mass amnesia or, wait- did Tobias actually hallucinate the whole thing? Some sick fantasy? A hopeless dream? Nope, no, that’s been the whole problem, actually, that Tobias did, in fact, NOT hallucinate it, and it in fact exists in 1080p on YouTube with French and English and now probably fucking Russian captions, with like 10 trillion views in the past 24 hours over multiple different channels.
So. They’re ignoring it.
Which is fine! Entirely fine, they are rehearsing like normal! Minus the fact that Tobias feels like he has cotton balls in his mouth that only increases whenever he thinks about *it*, which is like, every two seconds and-"
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A fic in which Tobias is very gay and very down bad when the video of him kissing Gabin on stage goes viral... but what does he do without all that post-show adrenaline?
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19 May 2025