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Niall and Ruben’s clandestine affair is spiraling out of control. They fuck in every room. Alby walks in on them in the kitchen—Niall still wearing his wedding kilt.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 4 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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09 Jun 2026
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“Randy, come on,” Benson drawls. “You think I care about that?”
Randy’s confusion must be written all over his face because Benson rolls his eyes and continues.
“I’m a hunter. I like my steak fuckin’ blue. I don’t give a fuck about a little blood.”
“I…” Randy stammers, face so hot that he’s sure smoke will start pouring from his ears like a Bugs Bunny cartoon. Something twinges low in his gut. “Isn’t that, like… unsanitary?”
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08 Jun 2026
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Randy kind of can’t believe that the words are coming out of his mouth. Then again, he kind of can’t believe anything he’s done since watching Chris’s intestines paint the sticky plastic booth. He’s already become a different person. Benson’s cock is just the nail in the coffin of his body.
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08 Jun 2026
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In the midst of his fertility breakdown, Ruben manages to get his hands in Niall's pants. He doesn't find the trophy he's expecting.
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07 Jun 2026
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They both go still for a minute, breathing through it hard as they settle into the weight of what they’re doing. After all this time, what they’re finally doing.
It hangs there between them, huge and ugly, ripped open like a raw nerve, this unacknowledged thing they’ve danced around for decades now laid bare in the way Niall can feel the throb of Ruben’s heartbeat inside of him like this.
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(They fuck in the barn. They die in the barn. One way or another, it was always going to end up like this.)
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06 Jun 2026
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"Does he feel it here, too?" Jamie says.
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05 Jun 2026
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Niall comes back from his honeymoon.
Three weeks apart have left Ruben jealous, furious, and unable to stay away. What follows is a reunion fueled by desire, resentment, and all the things neither of them knows how to say.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 2 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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04 Jun 2026
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do wrong right by sightetsound for xJuniperx
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
17 Oct 2022
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“If we’re quiet…” Louis began after catching Lestat alone with a gentle hand at his elbow, the sound of Claudia causing a ruckus as she prepared for bed upstairs above them.
The answering heat in Lestat’s gaze killed the follow-up before Louis could give it voice.
“As the grave.”
or: during episode four, Lestat and Louis experience a dry spell as a result of Claudia sleeping in their room, and then they don't.
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03 Jun 2026
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"Fucking hell, Bambers, you were born for this. That was the issue - ain’t meant to be a da, meant to be a mam."
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31 May 2026
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Christ, Niall smelled like a fucking virgin.
Really, he smelled like the dirt from the neighbor’s yard, and the hot metal of a burning wreck, and the same acrid chemical shit they used in the clink infirmary to patch up all the pansies who’d gotten what was coming to them. But beneath all that, beneath the stench of the world’s shit? He smelled like a fucking baby.
Like 72 bleeding virgins awaiting him in Heaven, or whatever bullshit people promised themselves just to make it through the day.
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Set immediately after the hospital scene, Ruben gets one whiff of Niall and just can't help himself.
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24 May 2026
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Niall still feels tender about the whole thing, every time he remembers something new about that week he has to close his eyes and shake the memory out of his head. It’s embarrassing, it’s horrifying, but if Ruben doesn’t think he’s badweirdwrong for it then... It's easier to deal with.
[OR: The trials and tribulations of Omega Niall Kennedy, and his aggressively protective alphabrotherboyfriend Ruben Pallister.]
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- Part 2 of i will chain myself to your soul.
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21 May 2026
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Ruben takes what he wants in the barn. So does Niall, eventually.
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21 May 2026
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Fifteen or thirty-two, Niall’s a wiry heap of fried-nerves.
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20 May 2026
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Even now, looking half dead and like he was going to piss himself, Niall Kennedy was fuckin’ gorgeous.
It would be easy for Ruben in a way. To give in to his baser urges and let himself fully harden in his jeans. Wouldn’t be the first time he had for his brother from another lover.
Probably won’t be the last either.
He could slide his hands down that slight, wiry body, grip those bony hips, and grind up against him in a facsimile of fucking.
Facsimile. Christ. Mr. Oxford Uni/Published Author would definitely pop a stauner at that one.
Ruben could crawl on top of him, hold him down, sink his teeth into his neck, and writhe against every inch of him, feel his warm, soft skin on his, and grip his stiff cock in his tight fist.
Shit, it was all he had wanted since Niall's first time with Mona. Though he couldn’t let himself admit it back then.
And still wouldn’t now.
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20 May 2026
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The reply is immediate. A quick inhale at his own mental collapse and Ruben’s sent, Don’t move.
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Ruben does the brotherly thing and offers himself up as the "safe" sex option for Niall.
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19 May 2026
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“Make sure you cover up before you go out.”
Niall laughed, clipped and unsure, mistakable for an intake of air. “Sorry?”
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17 May 2026
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Ruben is out of prison.
Niall answers the phone.
That's where they start again.
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14 May 2026
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"It's my brother's wedding and I'd like to dance with my brother." Ruben says. As simple as it needs to be.
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12 May 2026
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heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i by bumblebeenna
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026)
02 Jun 2026
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Niall goes to see Ruben the night before his wedding day. Everything escalates from there.
Or: Ruben crashes Niall's wedding. Niall tries to kill him. There's dancing, yearning, and lots of gay stuff between those two things.
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- Part 1 of tender is the night
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11 May 2026
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Just like Romeo and fucking Juliet by ladyhawke
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026), Half Man - Fandom
11 May 2026
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Ruben Pallister was about to lose his fucking mind.
And if Ruben of all people was ready to admit that, then he was dangerously close to the edge.
His brother, wee Niall Kennedy, was getting married, and that fact was driving Ruben mad. He wasn't sure what bothered him more, the fact that Niall was getting married or that he didn't invite Ruben.
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11 May 2026