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oh you better stop wasting time, can you just give me a sign? by hitmewithabaseballbat
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
06 Feb 2026
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Before he can bite his own tongue down with the excuse of idol image, he calls out quietly, “hyung?”
Seonghwa stiffens again. “Why are you calling me hyung now all of a sudden?”
But San isn't listening. He pushes himself up on an elbow as Seonghwa speaks and he's looking him in the eyes before he's done. The LED light softly shines pink and purple on his cheekbones, his jaw, the hair messily falling onto his face, and kissing Seonghwa would be a terrible idea just about now.
Unfortunately, San has never been too skilled at making good decisions.
or what really happened to sanhwa post-ateez+ date (source: trust me bro)
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06 Feb 2026
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Really, San was by no means unhappy with his life. Still he couldn't complain when he suddenly ended up as an apprentice to his town's wizard due to some admittedly rather unfortunate missteps. After all, whose childhood dream wasn't to become a wizard?
Unfortunately, things don't stay sunshine and rainbows forever and San quickly finds himself entangled in something that has to be kept away from the normal townsfolk under any circumstances. He isn't even sure about what magic really is by the time he has to figure out his role in all of this.
To make it all worse, every single mage he meets is way too cute for their own good.
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09 Jan 2026
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It isn’t easy being the pack alpha of an all-alpha pack, especially in the idol world. Tempers flare easily, and the pack alpha is supposed to minimize conflict and be the unquestionable leader—the alpha of alphas.
Admittedly, Hongjoong has no real right to hold such a title, but after nearly a decade, he’s gotten decent at faking alpha. Omegas don’t last long in this industry, not in the leader position. So what if he’s lying to everyone he loves? It’s a sacrifice for the good of ATEEZ, and Hongjoong will do anything for his members.
They’re why he keeps a bottle of “Automatic Alpha” pheromone spray in his bag and has a lock on his desk drawer where he keeps it with his suppressants, so they don’t suffer the stigma of an omega leader. They’re why he stays in the studio until the sun rises, so he can give them the best comeback.
It’s not like Hongjoong would be a good omega anyway. Not the one that his pack deserves, at least.
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It’s difficult to be the pack alpha of any pack. Hongjoong knows this better than most. As the Captain of ATEEZ, an all-alpha pack and idol group, Hongjoong tries his best. Of course, it would help if he were an actual alpha and not an omega pretending.
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06 Jan 2026
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Yeosang was never meant to be a part of a crew like them. A shadow from the under cities with a name no one knows and a past better left buried. His gaze instills fear and his skills carry him to slip through code and firewalls like a ghost-seen only when he wants to be. But when he's pulled aboard a ship filled of rebels due to chance and necessity, the walls he's built begin to falter in the face of something foreign: belonging.
The galaxy knew him as Ghost, but these people-a loud and obnoxious band of misfits and deserters-insist he's more than just a name. He doesn't trust them, and he doesn't trust himself. And yet, bit by bit, they guide his hand in rewriting the story he thought was already finished.Bookmarked by selfeffimacy
03 Oct 2025
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Kim Hongjoong is good at all positions, so here he is in a few of them.
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A collection of oneshots concerning Hongjoong and his members.
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29 Sep 2025