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Yet now, with his wrists cuffed together around a wooden bed post, Ilya’s hands are bound securely behind his back. For once, he is held by leather and chains that only seem to tighten whenever he flexes his fingers. He would’ve expected Shane to be timid for a bit longer, be a little too coy to ask for something as direct as this. At first, Ilya hesitated at the idea of being essentially powerless, but he couldn’t resist the allure.
What would he do? What would Shane do if he was finally the one in complete control? Days after the suggestion, curiosity had quickly settled in Ilya’s chest, making his heart throb with anticipation. How would it feel to be the one to be used?
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Ilya's cuffed to a bedpost and Shane makes sure to drive him insane
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Lottie cradled her, tracing small circles onto the slope of Nat’s back. She soothed her with dulcet whispers said against the shell of her ear. In this instance, they were joined as kindred spirits who struggled with the morality and wickedness that coexisted within them. It was too late for them to separate: they had already tainted each other. The prophet embraced her queen without reservation, forever intertwining their putrid souls.
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Nat learns to navigate the challenges that come with being queen. She soon realizes that she also has to learn to navigate her own tumultuous feelings regarding their group's prophet.
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Holding the warmth of the sun in her hands, Lottie knows that she will inevitably burn due to her recklessness. She doesn’t care in the slightest.
They meet as personifications of the celestial bodies.... rising and descending, chasing after the other in an endless pursuit.
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The frog scientists don't find the girls that night that they hold their feast and celebration of Ben's life.
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It’s still not enough for Lottie. Nat doesn’t like to admit it, but it isn’t enough for herself either. She needs Lottie to go past the superficial: beyond flesh and blood, beyond the network veins and capillaries, to reach deeper into the bone. Nat needs Lottie to want her down to the marrow, to engrave herself into the tenderness there.
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Nat looks for Lottie in the night after the catastrophic events that happened mere hours before.
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Aphrodite looked at her expectantly. It was futile for Megaera to maintain her composure. Honesty was needed for instances like this, communication was invaluable. Desires could be conveyed through action, but words left no ambiguity.
Through the haziness of her mind, clouded by pain and pleasure, Megaera uttered two words. “Take me.”
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Megaera gets a taste of how it feels like to be on the other end of her weapon.
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natalie sheds her clothes like a second skin she’s desperate to leave behind. she feels the cold air hit her, the map of her body laid bare. she’s thinner than she was, her ribs casting faint shadows, her hipbones prominent. there’s a bruise on her thigh, a faded yellow-green, and a scratch on her shoulder that’s just beginning to scab.
lottie doesn’t look away. she looks at nat’s body with a kind of reverence, the way a person looks at a holy relic. she walks into the water first, her ankles disappearing into the black, then her knees. she turns back and holds out a hand.
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28 Jun 2026
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Nobody is there for Shadowheart when she tears her own world from her hands by throwing that spear into the abyss. None but the woman she nearly killed and a Selûnite she once reviled.
Written for Kinktober Day 4: Threesomes
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- Part 3 of Kinktober 2023: Baldur's Gay Edition
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20 Jun 2025
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She allowed herself to be guided through the copse of trees just outside their camp, deep into the dark. A quiet fear seized her throat but Shadowheart forced herself to take one step at a time, following the steady, easy glow of the moon cleric and the Moonmaiden’s daughter.
“Do not be afraid, little warrior. The light needs shadow to persevere. You will persevere.”
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Or: sometimes you need to be railed in a religiously affirming way by a demigoddess and her lover.
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20 Jun 2025
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I’m sorry. Have I ever told you that? If I did, did you even believe it? I’m not sure if I would believe it if I were you, but I’m still sorry. I didn’t mean for everything to turn out the way it did with Javi, then Ben, then everybody else, but it’s still my fault. I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I want you to know that I’m sorry.
Out there, I thought that I was fearless. Here, I don’t think I’ve ever been so afraid. They claim that they’re making me feel better, but I feel like I get worse with every passing day. I don’t know when they’ll let me out, or if they even will. I don’t know if I should even be allowed to go out. Nothing feels real anymore.
OR: A series of letters sent between Lottie Matthews and Natalie Scatorccio over the course of several months, the moments in between, and what happens after.
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20 Apr 2025
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Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.
“Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.
Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”
Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.
“Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.
Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.
Not just hunger. Desperation.
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After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.
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