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Felix has an unreadable look in his eyes. “Innocent touches, knowing looks, hushed whispers. It was all part of the game.”
If it was all a game, Chan doesn’t remember playing. “Who won?”
“Won what?”
“The game. Was there a winner?”
Felix pulls to a stop once they round a corner onto a side street. The tips of his fingers are pale where they squeeze his cup, the rest of his hands pink from the cold. He’s so lovely, standing there. Even as he stares at Chan, something stirred and unearthed between them, something neither of them have the guts to poke at, he’s the most beautiful person Chan has ever seen.
“I certainly never felt like one.”
“Yeah,” Chan nods. “Me neither.”
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or, some things in life are simply inevitable.
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26 Dec 2025
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It was easy to ignore the ever-present feeling that something was wrong until it became unbearable.
Chan stares at the door that separates him from Jisung and Changbin through tears of frustration, knees aching on the hardwood floor, clenching around the dildo inside him, unable to come. In desperate need for his two best friends and an orgasm or two. Or more.
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19 Dec 2025
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“Chris?”
He looks up at the call of his name from a voice that is most definitely not from any of the bartenders Chris has become acquainted with, because he would remember a tone so deep, so smooth. He’s met with the sight of a blonde guy who is most definitely young and pretty enough for the job, the kind of face that would be sure to generate a new pool of regulars and drum up a hefty amount of tips.
“Oh, wow, it really is you!” he exclaims, and it stirs up an uneasy feeling in Chris’s chest. “You used to be an idol, right? It’s been so many years, but you still look the same. Holy shit, I can’t believe I ran into you!”
The smile slips from Chris’s face. It’s been so long since he was last recognized that he had almost forgotten it was a thing that could happen, but of course his peace has to be disturbed.
Retired idol Chris and retired fanboy Felix have a chance meeting at a gay bar.
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07 Dec 2025
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Felix’s chest is still heaving. There’s still sweat gathering at his temples when he turns his head to face Chan again. He’d knocked his ashtray over at some point in their second round, and now there’s gray and black dust smeared across the side of his face. “You wanna go again?” Felix asks, reaching for his lukewarm, near-flat beer on the nightstand. It’s some sort of miracle that they didn’t knock that over, too.
It’s nasty, but Felix isn’t one to let someone else’s beer go to waste. He finishes it off dutifully with his eyes trained on Chan across the room. His back is to Felix, and he’s peeling the condom off of his still-sensitive dick. His ass is so nice. “I mean, if you do, sure,” he shrugs. He’s still a little high. He’s been a little stoned ever since Felix first met him. Maybe since he was born. Felix can’t remember a time he’s been around Chan where he wasn’t a little high. “Just gimme, like, ten. I don’t bounce back as fast as you.”
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02 Nov 2025
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“Let’s write to each other,” Jisung tells him, his face going funny from the way he's lying. Minho looks up and finds Jisung's hair tickling his forehead.
He blows air out of his nose and it lifts Jisung's fringe. “Like letters?”
“Yeah. Like in the movies.”
Or: Jisung goes away for the summer. He doesn't want Minho to forget him.
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